Old memories and new music.
15 years ago
The cybergoth-fox lifts up his left arm and begins typing on his holo-keyboard...
I was helping a friend paint the inside of his flat yesterday. I was just checking on him. He'd been painting for over 48 hours almost non-stop. I decided he needed a helping paw. While we were painting we spoke about the old days in primary school. Back when we were between 7-12 or was it 14... Was in primary school.
Anyway we had a good long talk. Back when I first met him he was my bully. *Chuckles.* We were both shy little kids. And chose different ways to cope with it. He joined a little group of others and emulated their actions. He admitted he was a right bastard back then... I nodded and chuckled. That he was. Oh God that he was... As for me. I coped with it by being different. It was rather obvious too. While everyone else ran around like headless chickens or played football or congregated in vast gossip swarms. I would lay across a bench and sunbathe. Sit quietly on the grass under the single tree in the school playground. Of course this being different caused some problems. Namely the group that Dan had joined decided that I needed... fixing. And as so was bullied. Back then I hadn't taken my little vow of not crying or showing weakness so I reacted as all little kits would with bullying. I cried and cried and ran. Only to return later to my spot. After a while a new girl appeared in my class. Cat. Heh. I at first ignored her. To new. I carried on being me. Then one sunny day I shouted to her. "Hey new girl come here for a sec." She trundled over to me. I asked to borrow her glasses to... burn down an ant hill. For the record.... No matter how young a fox is never innocent... :3 After that we became good friends. The first of many odd or quirky people to join my gang of oddity. Oddly I fell in-love with Cat. Though now that I look back on it.. it was worthless puppy love. I asked her out 13 times and each time was rejected. Eventually I was fixed on the idea of her being my bestest best friend. Shortly after that Dan left his group of "friends" and joined mine. After a year he soon was my best friend too. I.. changed him. Made him a better person and set his creativity and uniqueness free. I changed him by just being there.
Anyway that was just the things we were talking about while painting the kitchen. Now onto music. I have recently stumbled upon Wolfsheim and KMFDM. Mostly Wolfsheim. For more music artists or a list of my usual fave tracks prod My last fm page.
Anyway we had a good long talk. Back when I first met him he was my bully. *Chuckles.* We were both shy little kids. And chose different ways to cope with it. He joined a little group of others and emulated their actions. He admitted he was a right bastard back then... I nodded and chuckled. That he was. Oh God that he was... As for me. I coped with it by being different. It was rather obvious too. While everyone else ran around like headless chickens or played football or congregated in vast gossip swarms. I would lay across a bench and sunbathe. Sit quietly on the grass under the single tree in the school playground. Of course this being different caused some problems. Namely the group that Dan had joined decided that I needed... fixing. And as so was bullied. Back then I hadn't taken my little vow of not crying or showing weakness so I reacted as all little kits would with bullying. I cried and cried and ran. Only to return later to my spot. After a while a new girl appeared in my class. Cat. Heh. I at first ignored her. To new. I carried on being me. Then one sunny day I shouted to her. "Hey new girl come here for a sec." She trundled over to me. I asked to borrow her glasses to... burn down an ant hill. For the record.... No matter how young a fox is never innocent... :3 After that we became good friends. The first of many odd or quirky people to join my gang of oddity. Oddly I fell in-love with Cat. Though now that I look back on it.. it was worthless puppy love. I asked her out 13 times and each time was rejected. Eventually I was fixed on the idea of her being my bestest best friend. Shortly after that Dan left his group of "friends" and joined mine. After a year he soon was my best friend too. I.. changed him. Made him a better person and set his creativity and uniqueness free. I changed him by just being there.
Anyway that was just the things we were talking about while painting the kitchen. Now onto music. I have recently stumbled upon Wolfsheim and KMFDM. Mostly Wolfsheim. For more music artists or a list of my usual fave tracks prod My last fm page.