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4 years ago
The cybergoth-fox lifts up his left arm and begins typing on his holo-keyboard...
Time to get things back in gear. Still working from home. Looking forward to lockdowns lowering to finally get back to the weekend day trips out and rejoining my local d&d group.
Been far too long. This past year has been a drain on my mind and energy. My creative muse has been beyond wobbly. Slowly getting other parts of my life in order. Life seems stable. Seems the wait list for being seen to for my gender dysphoria is a long one and likely delayed further. Been two years... still gotta wait it out haha.
At least my sleep apnea has been fixed. Though gotta have a machine strapped to my face. Glad to have a full nights sleep though. Randomly passing out was not fun. While at work or at home. I think I scared some friends and my partner with it. Just *snap* out cold for several minutes. Then waking and acting as though nothing had happened.
Finally got round to telling the parents about the gender stuff and my planned name change. Seemed rather okay about it. Gods times have changed.
Let’s see how this year goes. ^^
Been far too long. This past year has been a drain on my mind and energy. My creative muse has been beyond wobbly. Slowly getting other parts of my life in order. Life seems stable. Seems the wait list for being seen to for my gender dysphoria is a long one and likely delayed further. Been two years... still gotta wait it out haha.
At least my sleep apnea has been fixed. Though gotta have a machine strapped to my face. Glad to have a full nights sleep though. Randomly passing out was not fun. While at work or at home. I think I scared some friends and my partner with it. Just *snap* out cold for several minutes. Then waking and acting as though nothing had happened.
Finally got round to telling the parents about the gender stuff and my planned name change. Seemed rather okay about it. Gods times have changed.
Let’s see how this year goes. ^^
Glad to hear about the sleep stuff slowly getting sorted. As an insomniac who gets hit with depression when not having sleep, I fully feel for you about the debilitating effects of bad sleep. Here's to hoping you can soon move on to sleep In ways without the machine.
Know what you mean about creativity too. I've had bouts of creativity but they're usually accompanied by utter dry spells and lulls. running my WTA game has been incredibly difficult since I found myself seizing up at times due to lack of inspiration or ideas. Definitely need this whole situation to be over, though part of me is afraid of what comes next.
Yup. creativity for an hours worth of miniture painting or character creation in a game and then nope... move on. Royal pain heh. I've been doing pen and paper gaming for nigh on 20 years I think possibly 18. I am more than happy to help bounce ideas off. ^^
And sure, would like to discuss ideas. Just kinda stuck in this sequence that was supposed to be a straightforward plot and worsened by the fact that we keep taking prolonged breaks due to mental health. So it feels like I've been stuck in the same place for months.