I'm always surprised by the ridiculous response I get to my vent works and journals of complaint stuffs. You're all very kind. There is no way I can go through and thank you individually- I simply don't have the energy or the attention span for that, but I assure you that I read every comment and heard every word. And I appreciate it more than words can describe, I do.

I mean, I really do. I know I may not always seem like the most grateful person on the planet, especially once I'm in one of my moments. My tolerance for social activities is the first thing that nose dives when I'm depressed, and that includes my ability to appreciate the kind words of others. But sincerely, in my rightest of minds, I really do appreciate you guys, my watchers, my friends. You're all I have in my darkest moments, and I really can't thank you enough for not turning your backs on me when all others seem to.

So thanks. I'm feeling better now. A day or two off the internet did some good. I'll try to avoid lapsing like that again. It's no fun for any of us.

Hope I didn't offend anybody.