Me and my family will not have a christmas cause of my father.:/ But you know what I thought god had woken dad up for what he has done but obviously didn't do a good job at that. He ripped up the separation papers and shit and now went back to this girl.:/ Really you know I thought this is a time of year to be happy but now I feel dead. I never felt like this before but now its happened this month is nothing now. My father chose drugs and that girl over us! I am treated long enough from this world coming at me.

But I got more important things to worry about then the time of year now its called trying to stay alive from drug dealers. Cause dad is going to jail for doing drugs and he said if we did that to him he will get drug dealers to come and kill us.:/