Okay I just had like a major break through but I am not gonna go into details who fault it is but this is to inform everyone. When you start RP its fake its about your characters in action or whatever. I just had some thinking it was real.:/ No joke like one though I love this person like for real when I am meaning his/her character in RP not the real you. So now I am a bad guy cause they took it too seriously when they shouldn't and when i try to apologize they think I am a fucking player. Well you asked to RP and I asked you so know what Role Play is! Its a fiction story not us for real!:/ Get it through your thick skulls when i try to say sorry you act like babies and just say no were not friends anymore. FINE!!! Don't come crying when your not on my watchers list I may love art but I don't love getting treated like that. I got enough shit on my plate but if you want to go and say I don't want to be friends with you anymore then do it then Un watch me but stop bitching thinking Role Play is real cause other wise your gonna have problems making friends by doing that.:/ Sorry its the truth.:/

I just had a bad night last night with my dad him thinking I am a fucking loser do I really need this right now.:/ I got a depression problem and I just found out that....my doctor thinks I have PTSD. I thought only like military gets this but...young teens or kids get them when they go through problems seeing there families fight and worse....like mine is...seeing a family member try to kill himself...yes I saw that I saw my father do that 3 times and I saved him. So like my father I am a nut I might make my kids go through hell like my dad did to me. Which is why I should be called a loser! Cause I know I will end up like him....see people...I even said it before I am scared of me cause i know I will be like my father...