*slumps on my bed under the covers hiding the world*

Guys...I am gonna be honest with you all. I can't live anymore. I can't...I am sorry for quitting but...I can't take living with both these bastards of my parents. Mom started a fight today...and what brought this up is dads old address with his girls. She got all pissed off and worked over for nothing throwing shit and stuff. I tell her to stop it and she cusses me out for taking his side.

...Fuck you mom...take your side crap and stick it somewhere up your ass. I hate you mom so much even dad as well. You two suck as parents...really you suck as parents....with a fucking capital S.

Here is why I don't want to get my license to drive. I am not scared to drive...my folks talked to me about when I drive I get credit. But after there credit went bad I heard them say they want to use mine. If they do...they will mess up my credit bad. Especially since dad loves to leave and I sit here hearing her bitch.

Next I didn't want to get a job. Waste of time want to know why? CAUSE THOSE PIECES OF SHITS ARE STEALING MY MONEY!!!! Mom you said you wanted a job go get one you lieing bitch! You dad I wouldn't be talking you lost a job and getting $6000 a month to support yourself and family. But you NEED MY MONEY!!! Now I am threatened by them that they won't help me get to college.

Guys I can't take living here...I keep saying I got no where else to go...and it seems there is one way out...guys...I am thinking suicidal...and I don't want that...but it might happen cause of them...I won't remember what I will do. I can't get out of here...I have no one to support me...I have no one who can break down my door and tell me..."Come on Jake...I am getting you away from here." I wish that a lot.*tears falls down my cheek* But I know...its never gonna happen...

If...no one helps me then I have that one way out...I am done being there son they can use and fuck my life up.....they won't have nothing from me.