Still not dead yet, though not sure why at this point. Been working a hell of a lot lately including 13+ hours the last two days. Not feeling 100% and been dealing with a lot of shit in my life that I really don't want/need to be but still trudging along at this point. Haven't had a full day off since early August (if not July) but am finally going on my annual vacation to the Fryeburg fair next week. Looking forward to a week in Maine with my father and being out of cell phone contact with most of the world (Thankfully there is only 2 places in my father's house that actually gets signal) Oh, and going to the Volbeat concert tonight in Lowell and hoping there is a mosh pit to get violent in. Really need to blow off some of this steam I've had to keep bottled up. Vague I know but anyone that really knows me knows I don't like talking in detail about what is going on in my life in a journal.