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Idiocy at its finest...
12 years ago
Dang, it's been over a month since I last posted a journal? Let's fix that shall we. And what better way than to share something that happened while I was on my way out the door from work. I'm...not sure if this falls under sad, funny or just pathetic, I'll let y'all decide.
Anyway, I was leaving work, waiting on the bus to head home when I noticed a girl pacing back and forth by the main lobby- and I'll be filtering out ALOT of details due to HIPAA and patient confidentiality so bear with me. So she finally picks up the phone and that's when it started. Let's call this girl "Jane Doe" or jane for simplicity sake. Jane calls up, who we'll assume is either her boyfriend or husband...or her some deadbeat, whatever. Jane starts yelling into the phone- and everyone in the lobby can hear her and she doesn't seem to care one bit. Basically, she just had a baby-
...but it was a stillborn (died in the uterus or dead at birth for you non-medical folks).
As you can imagine, Jane was very upset by this. But that's not what had her riled up, oh no. She was upset because while she was in labor, said bastar...err, let's call him "dumbass" shall we? Was nowhere to be found. Even the nurses and jane's doctor was trying to contact this guy while all this was going on- and on their personal phones for that matter! No answer. So over 12-18 hours later (again, being vague for privacy sake), jane is finally able to get ahold of dumbass. At this point, the baby has been put aside to be taken away and buried and can't be viewed by anyone else. And jane? Well jane's ready to kick said dumbass's ass. When she asks where he was during all of that...what does he say? (and I think everyone in the lobby was curious to know that too at this point)
"Oh...I didn't know."
...
*facepalms so hard it leaves a red mark on my forehead* at this point, I'm ready to go help her kick his ass too and I don't even know her! Now make no mistake I:
-hate kids and don't EVER plan on having any (except for dogs, dogs are the only "kids" I need)
-don't have a "maternal instinct"
-feel that it was partially jane's fault for sleeping with dumbass in the first place (yes, it's her fault too, she chose to sleep with him and ultimately get pregnant)
But, I felt sorta bad for her, especially as she stormed out the hospital still wearing her gown with tears streaming down her cheeks, not even bothering to change clothes. Call me callous and cynical if you want but meh, just goes to show that it really is hard to find a decent guy nowadays, even one worthy of being a father figure...I'm just glad I won't have to ever worry about that *chuckles*
Hmm, I guess I should say what else has been going on with me lately other than plotting and conspiring huh? Eh, nothing much- just work, working out: still trying my damnest to lose weight and making progress (trying to work on toning myself and gaining more endurance), and even managed to get into a few game betas! Which I won't be discussing much on here due to some lovely NDAs. Otherwise all's nice and quiet on my end. I still have a bit more art to upload (most of it weeks and months old) but I'll do that when I feel like it, no rush. Plus I'm starting to plan out a few christmas commissions for a few of my close friends so don't expect many new commissions from me until the holidays.
...and on that note? time to grab a big bowl of cereal and call it a night. Have a good one~
(and for those naysayers that haven't been watching me long or think "You just haven't found the right guy yet to make you change your mind...you'll want a rugrat one day!" I'd like to direct you to this journal I wrote nearly two years ago and STILL stands true)
Anyway, I was leaving work, waiting on the bus to head home when I noticed a girl pacing back and forth by the main lobby- and I'll be filtering out ALOT of details due to HIPAA and patient confidentiality so bear with me. So she finally picks up the phone and that's when it started. Let's call this girl "Jane Doe" or jane for simplicity sake. Jane calls up, who we'll assume is either her boyfriend or husband...or her some deadbeat, whatever. Jane starts yelling into the phone- and everyone in the lobby can hear her and she doesn't seem to care one bit. Basically, she just had a baby-
...but it was a stillborn (died in the uterus or dead at birth for you non-medical folks).
As you can imagine, Jane was very upset by this. But that's not what had her riled up, oh no. She was upset because while she was in labor, said bastar...err, let's call him "dumbass" shall we? Was nowhere to be found. Even the nurses and jane's doctor was trying to contact this guy while all this was going on- and on their personal phones for that matter! No answer. So over 12-18 hours later (again, being vague for privacy sake), jane is finally able to get ahold of dumbass. At this point, the baby has been put aside to be taken away and buried and can't be viewed by anyone else. And jane? Well jane's ready to kick said dumbass's ass. When she asks where he was during all of that...what does he say? (and I think everyone in the lobby was curious to know that too at this point)
"Oh...I didn't know."
...
*facepalms so hard it leaves a red mark on my forehead* at this point, I'm ready to go help her kick his ass too and I don't even know her! Now make no mistake I:
-hate kids and don't EVER plan on having any (except for dogs, dogs are the only "kids" I need)
-don't have a "maternal instinct"
-feel that it was partially jane's fault for sleeping with dumbass in the first place (yes, it's her fault too, she chose to sleep with him and ultimately get pregnant)
But, I felt sorta bad for her, especially as she stormed out the hospital still wearing her gown with tears streaming down her cheeks, not even bothering to change clothes. Call me callous and cynical if you want but meh, just goes to show that it really is hard to find a decent guy nowadays, even one worthy of being a father figure...I'm just glad I won't have to ever worry about that *chuckles*
Hmm, I guess I should say what else has been going on with me lately other than plotting and conspiring huh? Eh, nothing much- just work, working out: still trying my damnest to lose weight and making progress (trying to work on toning myself and gaining more endurance), and even managed to get into a few game betas! Which I won't be discussing much on here due to some lovely NDAs. Otherwise all's nice and quiet on my end. I still have a bit more art to upload (most of it weeks and months old) but I'll do that when I feel like it, no rush. Plus I'm starting to plan out a few christmas commissions for a few of my close friends so don't expect many new commissions from me until the holidays.
...and on that note? time to grab a big bowl of cereal and call it a night. Have a good one~
(and for those naysayers that haven't been watching me long or think "You just haven't found the right guy yet to make you change your mind...you'll want a rugrat one day!" I'd like to direct you to this journal I wrote nearly two years ago and STILL stands true)
there's a lot more to it than that, but it's a little personal and i'd rather not speak about it in public.
I don't hang around bad'uns
Thank you! What little hope I have left, thanks you and your feminine efforts
NDA? Lol that pretty much says ESO right there. XD I really hope that game turns out half-decent!
As for betas? Well I did manage to get into hearthstone (been testing it for over a month now), that much I can discuss
...as for any other betas? *coughs* yeah, gotta keep my mouth shut, but I'm excited to say the least!
...that's pretty much a summary of my life, LOL. I really despise your gender at times (not all guys, just the bad ones, have to clarify that before the entire male population on here rages at me). I always here "there are still good guys out there!" Well I sure have a knack of finding the bad ones- or rather they find me, sheesh. But then some females aren't much better so I sure can't defend females either
if a guy cheats, rapes, or is simply that stupid (without having excuse) should be a law that they should get neutered XP
Best.idea.ever- been saying that for years! My exes and just about every guy I've ever liked/had a crush on can be the first ones to volunteer
Well like I say to my mom and even myself.. One day might run across someone that will treat you right and make you happy to be with :3
As for your mom, well I hope things get better with her as well. Yes, it's nice to be with someone that cares about you but before you can be happy in a relationship? You have to be happy- and independent with yourself before you can be happy with someone else (I can't stress the latter enough). So until I find a guy that can put up with me and my cynicism? I'll just stick to finding some wholesome, trustworthy friends instead. Unlike relationships, a true friend lasts ALOT longer and will always be there for you
*sighs* it's not funny (as I don't want to make what your mom or myself have been through) but you have to try and find the humor, otherwise you'd be so very depressed
See, I don't have that problem with men- mine usually involve them either getting bored of me and running off, cheating or lying in my face and I catch them in the act. I'm happy to say I can't relate to your poor mother's experience- if anything guys are usually afraid of ME, lol. That's both a blessing and a curse (mostly the latter since it means they don't want to date or come near me)
...that and I can go from a cute to "I'm gonna bite your face off" look in less than five seconds *is sorta kidding, sorta serious* lol.
Ooh, look at me! I forgot to thank you for watching me and being so...well active/talkative. It's rare finding watchers that I can talk to and interact with, thank you. I hope we can talk more~
Your very welcome, thank you for continuing to talk to me =) and of coarse we can talk more, I would love that.