pizzawolf gets all philisophicated
11 years ago
sometimes it may seem that i come off as harsh and insensitive...and i take alot of crap from the world without flinching. but i do have a soft inner pink bit that pumps blood.
a hard resisliant shell against the world doesnt happen overnight...its an attitude...and a realization. that what people think of you, really doesnt matter.and it really doesnt change anything about who you are.
i find it empowering to realize that I...ME...determine who i am...and if I really want something...if I really am going for something. If I am a certain way. thats my problem...my solution...its me. and no amount of telling me otherwise can make it so.
without that...its just empty words.
we all i think have dealt with harshness...thats part of life...but it makes us stronger in the end if we chose to let it.
sometimes life brings us down, breaks us.
but we can be stronger for it...
we cannot be dependent on acceptance from others, we cannot let our happiness be conditional on the actions of others...that leads to helplessness...it removes our life from our hands.
and we are capable of becoming great.
i think this is one of the most beautiful principles of life. annnd i think i waxed a bit poetic...and soapboxy...
a hard resisliant shell against the world doesnt happen overnight...its an attitude...and a realization. that what people think of you, really doesnt matter.and it really doesnt change anything about who you are.
i find it empowering to realize that I...ME...determine who i am...and if I really want something...if I really am going for something. If I am a certain way. thats my problem...my solution...its me. and no amount of telling me otherwise can make it so.
without that...its just empty words.
we all i think have dealt with harshness...thats part of life...but it makes us stronger in the end if we chose to let it.
sometimes life brings us down, breaks us.
but we can be stronger for it...
we cannot be dependent on acceptance from others, we cannot let our happiness be conditional on the actions of others...that leads to helplessness...it removes our life from our hands.
and we are capable of becoming great.
i think this is one of the most beautiful principles of life. annnd i think i waxed a bit poetic...and soapboxy...
FA+

When our happiness and outcomes are based on the actions of others we do limit ourselves.
Lol I never will quite reveal all of myself to all of the people. But I'm more comfortable with who I am. And who I am becoming as well.
Glad you've found what makes you happy.
And it is an attitude you develop over time. My hardest struggles centered around my own stubbornness. And a great deal of independence. My biggest struggle has definently been Ultimantly, myself.
I used to deal with other people by burying whatever it was. And they just didn't get to see. And I guess that's how I still manage it. Because I don't need them to "accept me" they love me and try to do their best for me. But they don't need all the pieces.
;)
I did go a little soft here. I just don't always feel comfortable sharing my innermosts.
I love you guys.
I dunno. I just feel the world is so hypersensitive it's almost offensive. And I think it's becoming a lost art to take it as it comes. And as I got on the subject it actually ended up in a very positive direction and I realized how free I really was by not giving a flying fuq.
And how really caged and powerless people make themselves by not so much being hypersensitive, but the expectation of hypersensitiveity in others. Everyone thinks its such a bad thing not to be utterly offended an insenced at every turn of a tail.
And I wanted to share my epitome with others who could use a little empowering and encouragement.
I SHAKE OFF YOUR CULTURAL SENSATIVITY AS SHACKLES AND ABIDE BY MY OWN.
*put on hipster glasses*
Hypersensitiveity is soooo mainstream. Everyone's all animal gay trans heptosexual don't offend the obscure hililatian flower tribe with an obscure slur that 30 people in the world knew about.
Too much #mainstream .
. . Gotta branch out by insulting everyone including me. Gotta be so damn insensitive. Umma make a new insensitive and fun. Gunna show dem pansy touchy feelies whuts whut.