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Anti Journal #2: Just A Quick Thank You
11 years ago
What's New? You know as I am typing up this story, trying the best I can to appease to my readers who follow me or just stumble upon my stories just because they hit a keyword in search or browsed and took a chance on mine.
I just have to say thanks because while the same story can be said for plenty of people in the fandom, my story is no different.
There are times in my life where I am very depressed and think about my life and what have I done/failed to do/possibly never achieve... and I ask myself why do I continue writing transformation stories when I put so much effort while others lack the quality and time, but get more views/favs/comments.
In this more open socially world, it's easy to get caught up in having people think they like you vs. just admiring you for something they can fap too. Still though I know there are people who maybe in a way want to see more stories and that's just the driving factor.
You see I will say it off the bat that a part of my life, I just don't want to spend here anymore because of how people didn't want to be a part of my life and just didn't want to be associated with me because I just wasn't cool or didn't look the part.
One of the things that compounded too was that I was a only child, so I always wished I had a sibling but it never came to fruition which is just a part of life. There times in my life where because of the isolation, I have manic episodes followed by the occasional crash because I am wondering if I am just self harming myself.
Transformation scenes, really good ones stick with me and because I just cannot draw... I just have to write which has always been my downfall, I just don't understand grammar as I am more a hands on type of person. So just to see some people being able to put up with my stories and enjoy them means alot to me.... even if they never fave them.
If I should leave the fandom or other circumstances arise I'll leave the stories here for people to hopefully develop their own methods to follow and be inspired to write and do better than could ever do as a writter.
Its not much but it feels like at least a part of me meant something in this life.
Anywho, back to the story writing and thanks for reading.
- Antifreeze
I just have to say thanks because while the same story can be said for plenty of people in the fandom, my story is no different.
There are times in my life where I am very depressed and think about my life and what have I done/failed to do/possibly never achieve... and I ask myself why do I continue writing transformation stories when I put so much effort while others lack the quality and time, but get more views/favs/comments.
In this more open socially world, it's easy to get caught up in having people think they like you vs. just admiring you for something they can fap too. Still though I know there are people who maybe in a way want to see more stories and that's just the driving factor.
You see I will say it off the bat that a part of my life, I just don't want to spend here anymore because of how people didn't want to be a part of my life and just didn't want to be associated with me because I just wasn't cool or didn't look the part.
One of the things that compounded too was that I was a only child, so I always wished I had a sibling but it never came to fruition which is just a part of life. There times in my life where because of the isolation, I have manic episodes followed by the occasional crash because I am wondering if I am just self harming myself.
Transformation scenes, really good ones stick with me and because I just cannot draw... I just have to write which has always been my downfall, I just don't understand grammar as I am more a hands on type of person. So just to see some people being able to put up with my stories and enjoy them means alot to me.... even if they never fave them.
If I should leave the fandom or other circumstances arise I'll leave the stories here for people to hopefully develop their own methods to follow and be inspired to write and do better than could ever do as a writter.
Its not much but it feels like at least a part of me meant something in this life.
Anywho, back to the story writing and thanks for reading.
- Antifreeze
*hugs* Just do what you think you need to, I can be patient ;3
Dragonmassiel
~dragonmassiel
All I got to say is do it for yourself.
