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Anti Journal #3: I am the "Best" TF Writer
11 years ago
What's New? Occasionally in my life, I've had the raw deal and forced to do stuff for myself just because others wouldn't/or just didn't want to help. So in a sense I had to develop a bit of self reliance.
Now if you have read my other journals, or haven't, I have stated I have really no close close friends. So on occasion I would in a sense have to find a way to survive and cure boredom.
Slowly I am coming out of my isolation in a way, but I have a long way to go but getting into RP has helped me get to know peoples darkest desires. So with that in mind, when I RP or write a story, I simply tell myself.
Now it's not entirely true, but I have this ego where I know I can turn it on at a moments notice. All of my passion, and effort to please my readers on my stories goes into each story with as much detail I can put in. When I am done with each story I see if people really like and how I can improve... grammar is always a big thing for sure.
Its just while I know there are others that are more like and adored, for me I will always tell myself in my head, that they are not bad... but I am better to psyche myself up and to force myself... and to prove myself that I am. If I cannot challenge myself to be the best, then what is the use of doing something.
That's how my life is, and how I have come this far, by never stop believing in myself as a person and by thinking that other people cannot do what I do best because I want it bad... I want it more than what anyone else puts out there because I know I can deliver something to people they have never seen before and inspire them.
Now if you have read my other journals, or haven't, I have stated I have really no close close friends. So on occasion I would in a sense have to find a way to survive and cure boredom.
Slowly I am coming out of my isolation in a way, but I have a long way to go but getting into RP has helped me get to know peoples darkest desires. So with that in mind, when I RP or write a story, I simply tell myself.
YOU ARE THE BEST FUCKING WRITER ON THIS SITE FOR TF Now it's not entirely true, but I have this ego where I know I can turn it on at a moments notice. All of my passion, and effort to please my readers on my stories goes into each story with as much detail I can put in. When I am done with each story I see if people really like and how I can improve... grammar is always a big thing for sure.
Its just while I know there are others that are more like and adored, for me I will always tell myself in my head, that they are not bad... but I am better to psyche myself up and to force myself... and to prove myself that I am. If I cannot challenge myself to be the best, then what is the use of doing something.
That's how my life is, and how I have come this far, by never stop believing in myself as a person and by thinking that other people cannot do what I do best because I want it bad... I want it more than what anyone else puts out there because I know I can deliver something to people they have never seen before and inspire them.
Hey, my dad does the same thing with public speaking. It works :3
