I've been asking myself this question ever since I got my job at Autozone. I'm not quite sure why, but ever since I cried at work on Saturday (short story: a song came on the radio that reminded me of a close uncle of mine that passed away in February and I asked my manager if I could go home early). even now I feel a looming presence in the distance for some reason whenever I think about work. When i got my first check from my orientation day on Friday I felt like my life has started to take off, but now I feel as if something is wrong like as if I betrayed myself and my morals. Maybe it's because of my work history, I have always done general labor not customer service. I actually enjoyed working for my money and not have to deal with customers at a register or over the phone. So I would like to hear anyone's self experiences and/or advice and the sooner the better since I work tomorrow from 11:00-3:00 or whenever we are done unloading products onto store shelves, which I like because I don't have to deal with a single customer usually. Maybe I have a form of Autism, I don't know, but i have dealt with a form depersonalization syndrome, ADHD and ADD most of my life. Which reminds me, is it just me or did this year go by awfully fast? I also want to become a better artist, I would love to do that for a living, but I'm not sure if I'm quite good enough or if I would have a particular crowd of customers that I would have to look for. Tell me your opinion and I would appreciate any critiques and/or comments.

Thank you for your time, Sincerely Dillon