Today was my last day of the semester in college and I passed 2 out of 3 classes. This one class that is my final exam...I passed the exam but I still failed the class. So it hit me pretty hard. I never failed a class my whole life guys. NEVER. I was always good at making good grades and I work hard at it....but....that class shot me through the chest. I worked hard and studied hard for nothing. My parents are still proud of me cause I tried my hardest. They weren't mad that I failed this class and I shouldn't let this hurt me mentally and physically. They said just get up brush the dirt off and try it again and work more harder. Least I got parents that still care for me and always know I am a good kid at school and everywhere. But...I am angry at myself...I did so well...I fucked up. I feel like a failure. I can't do anything right now so far...I just um...*looks down*

I need to um take a break for the night off here I just...need a moment...*cries a bit* It really hurts...that you accomplish something for so long...you failed for the first time. I just....feel like a turd right now.;_;