I randomly decided to push myself out of my comfort zone as far as my bubble of shyness/social anxiety goes and I met a couple of new furs on Facebook that live in my area. We're going to this event called the "Fur Bowl" were we talk and bowl. I'm really looking forward to it. I'm going for a walk now each morning, found a calendar I bought for my work and forgot about it at my mom's. So I plan my day out on it and set alarms on my phone for throughout the day. I just have to steel myself and know that things like this happen...all the time, all over the world. Hearts get broken all the time, but they can be healed with time. This social event will be good for me, and it'll get me out of the house.

My ears have been folded back, now they're starting to perk up more already and this rush of confidence I'm feeling is so satisfying because my heart was bleeding there for a day or so. Anyways, as always if you wanna chat I'm a little better now and yeah. :3