I need to get this off my chest guys...I am depressed but more from it I figured out why. If many of you know about Facebook I actually have that account. I haven't been on there for 4 years. Reasons are because of my dad who fucked up everything back at Hubert and now...I had to be dead from that account cause of it. I am too embarrassed because of that.;_; My dad cheated and left us hungry and went off to do drugs and for 9 months we went through hell. His new girlfriend or ex...has been telling bullshit lies about all of us. And everyone knew about it. So...after we moved and later took him back mom says I shouldn't return to facebook. But I have no freaken idea what to do now. That was like 4 years ago now. I wanted to go back and check things out. My friends and family are wondering if I am still alive or something. But as it seems my account seems to be intact. But...I had to log out quickly. I shouldn't have gone on but I wanted to know whats up. And...I logged out quickly before anyone knew I was online. I was scared to know what they may ask if why I was gone. Plus my Aunt and Uncle want to know and my moms friend who helped us. We had to be kept quiet till we figure it out but....god damn for how long now.;_; I mean it hurts so much not to tell them that we took our dad back and are living in a rental house....I mean fuck! I am so pissed and hurt at the same time I can't think straight at all. If I go back it will bring more trouble and if I don't I will be suffering. Its like I am at a no win situation! I mean FUCK!!! What I do? ;___; I mean hurts typing all this out....but I feel like a fucking loser.