*takes a deep breath* ok
9 years ago
here are some facts
i have a hard time focusing
i use to be on medication that worked for me
i could no longer afford it
i got off of it
gained weight
got depressed
lost my motivations
got swamped with work
lost more motivation
because this isn't a hobby for me, it's work
i just bought some adderal to see if the cheaper prescription would work for me before talking to the psychiatrist about it
it's not going to work
but i'm very jittry and will get to work and take the 3 pills i just bought over the next 3 days
i will try one day
streaming
one day
on back log
one day back on streaming
then i will crash hard because i will be off the amphetamines
i will take a day off and get back into my sluggish shitty self
then on the 10th i will have the appointment
i will be back on medication
and i will be working half the month
and backlog half the month
on this stuff i go "nuts"
i work hard
i hyperfocus and it's great
i love it
but please understand this month will be a little wobbly while i take this, get off it
get back on it
and get back on the other meds
then the dosage will be adjusted to work fully
please understand and work with me
thank you very much
i have a hard time focusing
i use to be on medication that worked for me
i could no longer afford it
i got off of it
gained weight
got depressed
lost my motivations
got swamped with work
lost more motivation
because this isn't a hobby for me, it's work
i just bought some adderal to see if the cheaper prescription would work for me before talking to the psychiatrist about it
it's not going to work
but i'm very jittry and will get to work and take the 3 pills i just bought over the next 3 days
i will try one day
streaming
one day
on back log
one day back on streaming
then i will crash hard because i will be off the amphetamines
i will take a day off and get back into my sluggish shitty self
then on the 10th i will have the appointment
i will be back on medication
and i will be working half the month
and backlog half the month
on this stuff i go "nuts"
i work hard
i hyperfocus and it's great
i love it
but please understand this month will be a little wobbly while i take this, get off it
get back on it
and get back on the other meds
then the dosage will be adjusted to work fully
please understand and work with me
thank you very much
FA+

Take care of yourself.
I do however feel like I could write a 23-page essay sooo ima hop to work before I get distracted else where LMAO
Anyway, I'll be thinking of you and hoping you feel better! I really hope everything works out for you♥! Good luck♥~! :c ~!
( P.S. If your Psychiatrist tries to put you on something called "Strattera", Don't EVEN take that shit! It's just a type of ADD/ADHD medication that has no Amphetamine in it and has no effect at all! Make sure you tell the doctor to put you on Adderall, seeing as though that works for you! Again, Wishing you good luck on this matter and your health, both mental and physical♥! )
Sorry if I got a bit riled up and if I dabbled a bit too much into your life! I'd just like to see you get better and not take something because of the price, and that doesn't work that well for you (Of which I've had to do in the past.) :'c !
All I'm saying is look around for pharmacies in your area that aren't well known online (Usually, if you enter your State, Area and sometimes Zip, then the pharmacies that are local and X amount miles away will come up), call them up and they will usually tell you how much your medication is there and for what Mg+quantity. If I understand it correctly, vyvanse doesn't have a generic, so they'll probably give you the price straight up front. If the price suits you, or if you use the life-time coupon or free low-income service that they provide online, just tell your doctor/psychiatrist to mail your refill to that pharm and present the coupon for either (Usually you print out the Coupon and give it to your Psychiatrist or Doctor, and they'll make a note/check a list on the refill sheet if they do it by computer. If by hand, then you can take your print out with your script to the pharmacy and they'll keep that on file every time you come for your refill).
However, if all else fails, There is another drugs called dextroamphetamine, which (From what I've heard) Acts just like Vyvanse, only half the cost. If you'd like to look into that one, you can search for it, however I hope the info above will help you ;w; ~!
Anyway, I hope I helped you, even if only a bit c': ! I wish you good luck and good health♥!
Though I guess I'd get an A for having heart for another and to look things up for them(?)
I feel like a goddamn idiot now XD ! However, like I said, they do give Coupons! And there's also the alternative!
Sorry about that! You can Hide the post if you'd like or keep it up, just in case someone else has this problem C:!
Anyway, again, hoping you get better C: !♥♥♥
ur gey
I hope this all works out for you
ur still gey tho
Now depression is tricky... I do suggest that therapist. They can help put things into perspective that you might not have noticed or have just ignored. Find the right one and they are amazing.
I really do suggest cutting down on your dosage of adderal. Even if you are getting half the effect and none of the jitters, you'll be more comfortable and not so jumpy.