I don't think the gofundme is going to receive anything so I guess I'm going to have to pray everything works out with my sales. I'm just so overwhelmed but I feel like if I show how bad I actually feel I'll just end up bringing my friends and loved ones down with me. So I'll just keep my thoughts private and stick to my journals.

Oh and i wasn't going to be upped to $600 a month, it was $670. $70 extra a month for our outside cat.

Jesus...