Finally I am getting over the depression that had plagued me these past weeks over something as simple as one person ignoring me when promising to hang out, I do admit I am usually quite lonesome but these past weeks I have made a few friends in return that have lightened my mood and made me feel more part of the community than I have ever felt before.

Now I have gotten over the actual depression itself but it seem's the depression might of caused some other issues that I do not really understand very well, I feel sad and sick when I wake up in the morning shaking with tremors not able to keep myself still unable to focus on anything at all, though on the bright side yesterday was better than the rest for that since it only lasted for about 2 hours and I have a feeling maybe it is the aftermath to being depressed for so long? or maybe it was the fact that I didn't have a certain medication I needed for about 2 week and that caused withdrawals.


I can speculate but I am just looking forward to the future for now on and going to stop dwelling so much on the past like I am known to do so much as of late.