With his own words told me we cannot be friends anymore due to my depression being to much like the people he takes care of, now normally I would be sad about this but to be honest I do not have any real feelings towards it anymore at all in fact I feel that him disappearing has landed me more friends if anything due to me seeking them out.

Also my cat for somehow is doing good again, he was literally a toothpick the last time I posted and was throwing up and meowing in pain but it looks like he might be hanging on a bit longer since we got him to eat finally and he is not throwing up since we gave him medicine for it, so he is actually doing a lot better and hopefully he continues to get better but I will not hold my breath since he is 18 years old and counting.

My best wishes towards him and anyone out there not doing so well themselves.