We had a blessing come to us a little bit ago, We met a man by a crazy fate. My partner decided to take a smoke break out the front door instead of the back, like by a random feeling or some desire for a change of scenery, it was strange he'd had this feeling then because our neighbor came over to chat with him when he did, and then a car came rolling down the street, as it passed my partner waved in friendly neighborly manner. the car turned around and pulled up, Surprised at first, but that man that came out happened to be an old old friend of our neighbors he hadn't seen in years and they recognized each other immediately.

Turned out this old friend of our neighbors is a veteran from the cold war who owns and works a mechanic shop and does free labor for veterans, which my partner is! What are the chances? We still are paying him what we can, as free holds too much karma for such hard work, but we are helping him with his business and have made a great new friend. He's fixing our jeep and we are actually able to afford it. Like wow, couldn't ask for more of a blessing than this. not only have we been saved but have met some incredible people that mesh with us and our ideals perfectly. He's very much like us. I love the guy and not just for saving our asses in this gloomy time.

We ordered a transmission, it's been being delivered, however a blizzard has delayed the shipping. We're still waiting for it to arrive. This is however been the thing holding us back. we've been out of medication for quite a while now and it's been incredibly hard to work or focus or really feel much of anything. Despite our blessing, my mental state has not been very good, so please forgive my absence, I'm struggling with a lot of personal turmoils and it's honestly very hard to pull out of to draw anything.

here's hoping the car will be fixed soon and we will have our freedom of transportation again to get what we need so that I can get back on track.