I know you have different priorities then me
but this was my dream, and this is how I go to sleep
wait for you to invite me over for tea,
just so I can fall asleep.


wake up coughing to a nightmare,
I swear it's not the weed
why can't you let me be?
why can't you see?


antacid is now my daily routine
the methaly got me
where did you go?
why are we so far apart?


I should have quite this from the start
but I should have started in 4 year 3 trimesters
even if that's not who I am.
It's what I should have been!


pain builds character in our hearts
mine was broken from the start
you where my only love line
where do I go from here?


I need help myself
but I lie like a dog
I just want my bones
but I want what you got in your backyard


don't blame me I'm just a whore
I'm ashamed of what I become
not what I have done.
I just wish life had a pause button


why can't I sleep?
I need your touch to heal me
but you don't need me
you don't even see me!

but when I saw you there
that's what kick started my dreams
now I'm lost with out you
and started a downwards spiral of misery