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A year later.
7 years ago
This last Saturday was the one year mark of Arye's death. It has been both the shortest year, seeming like it just happened yesterday, and the longest, seeming like it happened so long ago.
I must say, that I am still very much in love with him.
I have tried to make friends here and there, but honestly, when I was Arye, friends just happened. Now, I feel like im struggling. I evidently have anxiety when chatting online. My humor doesnt come off very well. I made some friends, but then I stepped back. I am currently purchasing a home and its taking my time among other things.
Anyways, so, I think I have come kinda strong when making friends. Sorry if I have made anyone uncomfortable. All I know to do is keep moving and trying. Anyways, i think im going to be going solo for a bit. I miss Arye to much to even consider anyone else.
Yes, the events of the last year have been dark and dismal. There are times when I think there is a easier way to just forebode this life and skip to the end. But Im still here. Sorry, not trying to be dark, just..yes, I have thoughts. I have no interest in acting on them.
If you met me here in the last year, thank you and im sorry. Thank you for giving me a chance and im sorry that right now is not the happiest of times for me.
Take care everyone.
I must say, that I am still very much in love with him.
I have tried to make friends here and there, but honestly, when I was Arye, friends just happened. Now, I feel like im struggling. I evidently have anxiety when chatting online. My humor doesnt come off very well. I made some friends, but then I stepped back. I am currently purchasing a home and its taking my time among other things.
Anyways, so, I think I have come kinda strong when making friends. Sorry if I have made anyone uncomfortable. All I know to do is keep moving and trying. Anyways, i think im going to be going solo for a bit. I miss Arye to much to even consider anyone else.
Yes, the events of the last year have been dark and dismal. There are times when I think there is a easier way to just forebode this life and skip to the end. But Im still here. Sorry, not trying to be dark, just..yes, I have thoughts. I have no interest in acting on them.
If you met me here in the last year, thank you and im sorry. Thank you for giving me a chance and im sorry that right now is not the happiest of times for me.
Take care everyone.
DarioMouse
~dariomouse
Hang in there Zonk, we all love you.
Zonk
~zonk
OP
Thank you, Dario. Always a treat to have you around. *squeak*
GoldenDruid
~goldendruid
Sending all my love and good vibes your way. <3
Zonk
~zonk
OP
Thank you. I will put on my vibe catchers mitt.
GoldenDruid
~goldendruid
Excellent! :3
ForyOtter
~foryotter
Stay strong... well, as strong as a sea dragon pool toy can be! I enjoyed spending MFF with you and I hope we can spend another one hanging out. Good luck with the house, and if you're ever in the bay area let's hang out!
Zonk
~zonk
OP
*pokes a raptor face* Doesnt it feel nice to be covered in scales? :P Its always good to see you too. *hug*
ForyOtter
~foryotter
It feels wonderful! I should've done it sooner <3
Zonk
~zonk
OP
As long as your happy. *snug*
Sailo
~sailo
I know how you feel man, I lost my father almost a year ago. Just try to look forward and focus on something fun and powerful. I have picked up fitness now not only as a hobby, but a lifestyle. I want to stay healthy and live my life the longest I can, it is what my father would want. Just hang in there and stay strong! :3
Zonk
~zonk
OP
Thanks, ive been trying. Im sorry to hear about your father. Ive just been here. At times I want to redefine myself, at times I just want to be left alone. Up and downs. You take care.
