UPDATE
7 years ago
General
I've calmed myself and have weighed my options for the future, at least the foreseeable one, and I don't have much choice but to try to salvage my current line of work.
Without ID or even a Birth Certificate it limits me to...well for lack of a better term, working off the grid. That means I have to be self employed. If I don't have finances to pay bills I don't have them to start a new business from scratch.
This makes me feel worse than ever since I don't want to cry wolf every time the shit hits the fan. In this case that whole damn barn being thrown in a wood chipper pointed at our face.
So I'm back to work and making decent progress. I've been up all night so I'm going to get a nap and run a stream tonight (have to keep the lights on after all) and find a time to post some kind of image uploads. You know I don't really explain why I'm behind on that do I? FA has awful UI when it comes to uploading and nothing kills my available time than having to wait after each upload. So that tends to discourage me until it backs up into obscenity.
Anyhow, stream time tonight is 7pm CST. Thank you all for listening and I'll see you soon!
Without ID or even a Birth Certificate it limits me to...well for lack of a better term, working off the grid. That means I have to be self employed. If I don't have finances to pay bills I don't have them to start a new business from scratch.
This makes me feel worse than ever since I don't want to cry wolf every time the shit hits the fan. In this case that whole damn barn being thrown in a wood chipper pointed at our face.
So I'm back to work and making decent progress. I've been up all night so I'm going to get a nap and run a stream tonight (have to keep the lights on after all) and find a time to post some kind of image uploads. You know I don't really explain why I'm behind on that do I? FA has awful UI when it comes to uploading and nothing kills my available time than having to wait after each upload. So that tends to discourage me until it backs up into obscenity.
Anyhow, stream time tonight is 7pm CST. Thank you all for listening and I'll see you soon!
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I think you made the right choice if you feel calmer.
Glad to see you're not giving up art though. I like seeing your art when you post it.
Don't let the bad apples in the fandom drive you nuts. *hugs*
This might be a good option, so that you aren't as dependent on commissions.