I know I sort of vanished when I was here last. It was a bit of a breakdown on my part. I thought I could handle going back and doing things like I've always done. I thought I had recovered that much but apparently I was wrong. I'm not sure if it was too much too fast or if I just wasn't ready to connect with so many new people all at once. I don't really know. I'm going to try and take it slower this time, see if I can handle it now. I hope so, I'm tired of being a lonely broken old bird.