Short apology
7 years ago
I know i've not been active on here besides those journals this past week. I keep meaning to start going through the backlog of submissions that accrued while writing those but whenever I get a moment to just sit down I either have no privacy or I'm not in the mood for it.
It's been a bit of a depressing week, It started out the best I've had in years now, I felt like I was finally moving forwards. Like the trap I'd been stuck in had finally opened and I was released. Now I'm bouncing around between highs and lows in mood faster than I can account for. Silly little things will get me excited but then minutes later I'll crash again. I don't like it it, and I've tried to keep it from showing to the couple of people I have been talking with but I know I'm starting to slip a little there. I've been through this before when I've had strong emotions but it usually wasn't this severe and only lasted a short while.
I'm sure I'll be alright in the end, it's just dealing with it while getting through it that's so tricky. I do thank you all for understanding, I really will try to clear through all the old submissions when I feel I can handle it, even if I might not leave much in the way of comments. I do appreciate all the lovely art that is shared with me.
It's been a bit of a depressing week, It started out the best I've had in years now, I felt like I was finally moving forwards. Like the trap I'd been stuck in had finally opened and I was released. Now I'm bouncing around between highs and lows in mood faster than I can account for. Silly little things will get me excited but then minutes later I'll crash again. I don't like it it, and I've tried to keep it from showing to the couple of people I have been talking with but I know I'm starting to slip a little there. I've been through this before when I've had strong emotions but it usually wasn't this severe and only lasted a short while.
I'm sure I'll be alright in the end, it's just dealing with it while getting through it that's so tricky. I do thank you all for understanding, I really will try to clear through all the old submissions when I feel I can handle it, even if I might not leave much in the way of comments. I do appreciate all the lovely art that is shared with me.
I and many others are willing to wait, if it means less stress for you.
*gentle and friendly hug*
Take care and take all the time that you need.
That being said, the fact that you did not post them yesterday is ok. The fact you did not post them today is ok. And if you do not post them tomorrow that is ok too.
Try to be reasonable with your self expectations and forgive yourself. We are all human and are always our own worst critics.