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Achievement Unlocked: Not as fat as I used to be...
7 years ago
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Well it took roughly 4-5 years of blood, sweat, rage, and turning down pizza and donuts but I did it-
As of today, I have lost a total of 75 pounds!!!
I must have checked that scale several times to make sure it was not a cruel joke. Holy crap, I feel like I have lost half a person, haha. Technically, I hit my goal weight last Friday on my home scale, but since it weighs me lighter than the scale at my job, I was waiting until both scales matched up before I celebrated.
You know it is funny: I have had this ideal weight in my mind for years now. Thinking once I hit that number, I would be happier, fit, more attractive- you know, like those fitness models you see on social media and television?
Nope. I feel the same. Nothing has really changed about me, at least I do not think so. Yes, I do feel more confident in myself, healthier, and happier than when I was heavier. And I would be lying if I did not admit it feels great to wear smaller sizes! But overall? I feel...meh? It is as if my mind and body are not content with its current goal and believes I could do more. Meanwhile, I am over here thinking about ordering a pizza for dinner to celebrate, lol
So how much do I weigh now? I have to admit, even though I am a healthy weight and BMI now, I still refuse...and am a bit ashamed, to tell most people my weight. Why? Well if I told them how much I weigh and they do the math, they can figure out how much I used to weigh. And part of me is still very disgusted and ashamed that I let myself ever get that heavy in the first place. So instead I just let people guess how much they think I weigh without chastising them if they are wrong (By the way, it is very flattering hearing how much some of you think I weigh, so thank you, lol).
Anyway, I want to thank all my friends for listening to me rant and gripe about my progress over the years. Heck, a few of you even inspiring me to push myself even harder.
I also want to apologize to all the scales I threw and broke in a furious rage as well...I will admit I might have broken one or twookay several scales when I did not like the number I saw.
So what is next for me now that I have hit my goal?
Huh, that is a good question: I'm trying to figure that out as well. I was discussing that with some of my friends and coworkers: some think I should try for a new goal, like running a marathon (that definitely could be fun!) Others think I have lost enough weight and think I should just maintain my current weight, or maybe try to lose a few inches instead. I even had one person tell me I should just focus on my abs so I can get a six pack. More than likely, I will try to lose another 5-10 pounds max, then work on toning and maintaining. However, I definitely would like to participate in some fitness challenges...I think meeting and working out with people that are just as dedicated, if not more than I am about fitness, will inspire me to keep this weight off.
Yeah, I am so pumped right now! Nonetheless, I am still not completely happy with my figure yet- which to me is a GOOD thing. I do not want to get complacent with my progress because then I will settle and lose the motivation to want to exercise and improve...which results in guess what? Weight gain. I made that mistake years ago the first time I lost weight and thought, "Okay, I hit my goal! I do not need to exercise as much anymore..." Haha, nope. The "Freshmen 15" I gained in college is proof that was a lie, lol
Anyway, weight loss news aside, hello all you new and old watchers! I know I have been quiet lately and for that I apologize. I look at every single person's page that watches or favs the art I receive, even if I do not comment. But between work and playing the new WoW expansion? I really have not be active on here as much as I usually am.
...and I am really almost at 1000 watchers? Wow, that is...unexpected. If/when hit 1k watchers, I will be sure to get a special piece of Whisper to celebrate!
Speaking of Whisper, her fur will be changing colors for the season shortly so I will be posting a few more pieces of her brown fur in the upcoming weeks before retiring it for the season.
Yeah, no more Whisper in swimsuits until next summer- sorry, lol. But do not worry- Whisper will be back this winter with a vengeance.
I hope everyone is doing well and not working too hard. Until later~
As of today, I have lost a total of 75 pounds!!!
I must have checked that scale several times to make sure it was not a cruel joke. Holy crap, I feel like I have lost half a person, haha. Technically, I hit my goal weight last Friday on my home scale, but since it weighs me lighter than the scale at my job, I was waiting until both scales matched up before I celebrated.
You know it is funny: I have had this ideal weight in my mind for years now. Thinking once I hit that number, I would be happier, fit, more attractive- you know, like those fitness models you see on social media and television?
Nope. I feel the same. Nothing has really changed about me, at least I do not think so. Yes, I do feel more confident in myself, healthier, and happier than when I was heavier. And I would be lying if I did not admit it feels great to wear smaller sizes! But overall? I feel...meh? It is as if my mind and body are not content with its current goal and believes I could do more. Meanwhile, I am over here thinking about ordering a pizza for dinner to celebrate, lol
So how much do I weigh now? I have to admit, even though I am a healthy weight and BMI now, I still refuse...and am a bit ashamed, to tell most people my weight. Why? Well if I told them how much I weigh and they do the math, they can figure out how much I used to weigh. And part of me is still very disgusted and ashamed that I let myself ever get that heavy in the first place. So instead I just let people guess how much they think I weigh without chastising them if they are wrong (By the way, it is very flattering hearing how much some of you think I weigh, so thank you, lol).
Anyway, I want to thank all my friends for listening to me rant and gripe about my progress over the years. Heck, a few of you even inspiring me to push myself even harder.
I also want to apologize to all the scales I threw and broke in a furious rage as well...I will admit I might have broken one or two
So what is next for me now that I have hit my goal?
Huh, that is a good question: I'm trying to figure that out as well. I was discussing that with some of my friends and coworkers: some think I should try for a new goal, like running a marathon (that definitely could be fun!) Others think I have lost enough weight and think I should just maintain my current weight, or maybe try to lose a few inches instead. I even had one person tell me I should just focus on my abs so I can get a six pack. More than likely, I will try to lose another 5-10 pounds max, then work on toning and maintaining. However, I definitely would like to participate in some fitness challenges...I think meeting and working out with people that are just as dedicated, if not more than I am about fitness, will inspire me to keep this weight off.
Yeah, I am so pumped right now! Nonetheless, I am still not completely happy with my figure yet- which to me is a GOOD thing. I do not want to get complacent with my progress because then I will settle and lose the motivation to want to exercise and improve...which results in guess what? Weight gain. I made that mistake years ago the first time I lost weight and thought, "Okay, I hit my goal! I do not need to exercise as much anymore..." Haha, nope. The "Freshmen 15" I gained in college is proof that was a lie, lol
Anyway, weight loss news aside, hello all you new and old watchers! I know I have been quiet lately and for that I apologize. I look at every single person's page that watches or favs the art I receive, even if I do not comment. But between work and playing the new WoW expansion? I really have not be active on here as much as I usually am.
...and I am really almost at 1000 watchers? Wow, that is...unexpected. If/when hit 1k watchers, I will be sure to get a special piece of Whisper to celebrate!
Speaking of Whisper, her fur will be changing colors for the season shortly so I will be posting a few more pieces of her brown fur in the upcoming weeks before retiring it for the season.
Yeah, no more Whisper in swimsuits until next summer- sorry, lol. But do not worry- Whisper will be back this winter with a vengeance.
I hope everyone is doing well and not working too hard. Until later~
It feels satisfying to be healthier
Ooh, you dad and brother does Spartan racing? I would LOVE to do stuff like that! But my lazy state doesn't promote events like that, or if they do, they are definitely not nearby or to where it would be convenient for me to go. Like I have a friend that does Mud Runs? Haha, I would love to do stuff like that, but again, none are nearby- plus I rather not do stuff like that alone; it's not as much fun as doing it with friends. One day though...but I do think I will try some 3 and 5ks, and eventually...hopefully, try a 13k. A full marathon will take some time for me to be ready for.
But thank you so much! I'm going to try and keep up the good work...oh and get something special for when/if I hit 1k watchers too! I have a few ideas in mind (maybe something classy yet teasing of her to celebrate the occasion) but considering I still have amble time until I hit 1000 watchers, I have time to finalize the details~
Well I know who's not going to qualify for American Ninja Warrior anytime soon...
What is the EWC diet? I know I'm going to regret asking this...
*will miss the spots* lol
So when are you going to get all buff and in shape with me and Star...?
Not until we live together lol
That definitely is a milestone, and a testament to your hard work. You're definitely an inspiration! I've gotta tackle that sort of thing myself; now that the job sitch has changed it should be easier.
Yeah, maybe now that you have a (hopefully) less stressful job, you can focus on other things like exercise, your cars, heck, even getting out more and relaxing!
Stay strong (I don't just mean physically) and keep up the incredible work! I hope you continue to reach your further goals and be truly happy with yourself.
Congratulations on the well deserved watchers as well! ^^
I hope you're doing well and alive-ish over there as well! Oh and thanks for the kind words about the watches as well- you're getting pretty popular too it seems, lol
I have just come back from the gym today. It's really easy to lose motivation when it comes to exercise, and reading this has given me a bit more confidence to keep going!
Anyway, congratulations for your achievement
Guess I'll let you know that I've seen your character in various commissions and I always enjoy seeing new art of them!
Take care!
I watch you on deviantart (that is where I first found you) and you probably don't remember, but years ago, I commissioned a piece from you: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10994937/ It is still one of my favorites, haha~
That is so awesome that you are exercising too!
Yes, it is very hard to stay motivated sometimes, especially with the holidays coming up. But you can do it!!! You just need to remind yourself of why you want to exercise and started to in the first place. I am still going strong after all this time and I know you can too.
Thank you so much for the kind words and I hope my words keep you inspired! I am no expert, but if you ever need any advice or inspiration on fitness, feel free to ask anytime~
Thanks a lot for your encouraging words, I will definitely try my best to keep working on it. I hope you do, too!
Enjoy your Christmas holidays and keep up the hard work