You guys have probably seen the new pictures going up on my gallery in large batches. That's still a small amount of them. I have over 150 more waiting to get uploaded with more being produced almost every workday. I'm overloaded with work and desperately trying to juggle bills and constant unexpected expenses. Vixie's job has been fucking her around and have slashed her hours to the point that what was a struggle is now a crisis. I had someone hijack my paypal on my birthday but thankfully that's been fixed but it also means I'm short on bills due to disputed charges. Vixie's been trying to apply for a personal loan but they keep jacking her around so I'm having to sit here while I type listening to my wife cry due to the stress of it all.

We're in bad shape, and we're both well past the breaking point. We struggle, we fight, we work ourselves to the bone but we're not able to stabilize since we can't crawl out from the hole this move put us through. it's been seven months and it becomes more difficult with each passing week. We need help in the worst way. We're looking at being at least $500 short this month and that's after cutting as many extraneous expenses as possible.

My stubbornness and pride keep me from asking for assistance most of the time, and I wind up being forced to more than I can bear. I just turned 40 and I can't help but feel like a total failure for having nothing to show for it. I can't pay my bills, I can't care for my wife, I even have trouble keeping up with work due to the sheer ever increasing volume of it. Desperate times force me to swallow the bitter pill of pride and beg for help, and this is sadly one of those times. Multiple times in one year...I'm such a disgrace v.v

Please, if you can provide assistance even for a dollar, would you be willing to donate to silverdragonruin@yahoo.com?

This plea brings me tremendous shame, and I completely understand if you're unwilling to help. At the very least thank you for taking the time to read.

-Nate