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another year a newer me (longer post)
6 years ago
Welp its that time of the year. I aged again! I am now 24! wooooooot
I suppose a slight update is in order
lets start with health shall we?
As of right now i am still very much overweight and i haven't really lost any weight what so ever however i am making strides on improving my own mental health and in taking control over my impulses and cravings. surprisingly whats helping me is vaping! Its oddly soothing and calming for me and the sweet juices make me not crave as much! However i have made a deal with myself and my family that i need to lose 50LB by the end of the year. its going to be hard for sure but i am positive i can do it!
in terms of education i am working to go back to college!
i had been stuck paying an odd debt to the college im going back to so its inhibited my ability to go back and start off again. however im almost done paying off the debt and ill be going back in the fall! this time im going for some form of a business degree. the main reason for that is that my mind, while can be creative, is also able to handle things like finance, HR and such so im going somewhere within those fields for a associates degree.
in terms of work i am still at the same place i have been for 2 years now. i love this little job but in all honesty i am starting to work on looking for something new as im starting more and more to feel the desire to move out and start being on my own and in my current state i cant afford that at all even at a cheap apartment. granted i could with a roomie but my goal is to be able to afford a place myself and if i get a roommate then its just a bonus for me. no theres no major rush as im not being kicked out or forced or anything i just think im to that point in my life for changes.
art wise has been very very sparse. i dont think within the year i have drawn at all but 2018 has been very insane for me. as i start getting my tattoos i plan on posting them though so that is something to look forward to.
social life. this one sucks for me cause i work my ass off so much that i barely have time for it but im going to start being a bit better about my own social life. actually tryting to be social with people, maybe try making friends, and who knows maybe ill find someone on the way. but either way im tired of being too tired to be around people and being scared of interactions.
now for some bad. while its a month after the fact its very worth noting that at the end of last year, a few days before christmas, my family and i had decided it was time to put my loving dog Chopper down. he was 12 or 13( we never really knew exactly) and had deteriated very quickly. in about a week to 2 weeks. he wasnt himself. he was in pain. and his last night he didnt even sleep. or lay down or even sit. he just stood and panted. that next morning we all were shattered completely but we knew we had to do something cause he was suffering. he was one of my best friends. i still miss him dearly and dont think things are quite the same without him but i know hes in a better place. luckilly our other dog scooter has been able to adapt and while he seems very different he is doing ok and hes being pampered quite a bit!
i suppose for now i should just do the long and short of things eh?
-while my health sucks im going to be working harder then ever and have a major goal in mind
-i am going back to school for business come hell or high water despite a bullshit debt that came from no where.
- im starting a new job search in order to better pay bills and possibly even be able to afford my own place as i feel more ready to
-art work has been sparse and really negligible.
-social life has sucked and im tired of that so im going to fix that as best i can!
-and finally that we had to put Chopper down
thank you everyone for reading. i hope this year to be better then ever :)
I suppose a slight update is in order
lets start with health shall we?
As of right now i am still very much overweight and i haven't really lost any weight what so ever however i am making strides on improving my own mental health and in taking control over my impulses and cravings. surprisingly whats helping me is vaping! Its oddly soothing and calming for me and the sweet juices make me not crave as much! However i have made a deal with myself and my family that i need to lose 50LB by the end of the year. its going to be hard for sure but i am positive i can do it!
in terms of education i am working to go back to college!
i had been stuck paying an odd debt to the college im going back to so its inhibited my ability to go back and start off again. however im almost done paying off the debt and ill be going back in the fall! this time im going for some form of a business degree. the main reason for that is that my mind, while can be creative, is also able to handle things like finance, HR and such so im going somewhere within those fields for a associates degree.
in terms of work i am still at the same place i have been for 2 years now. i love this little job but in all honesty i am starting to work on looking for something new as im starting more and more to feel the desire to move out and start being on my own and in my current state i cant afford that at all even at a cheap apartment. granted i could with a roomie but my goal is to be able to afford a place myself and if i get a roommate then its just a bonus for me. no theres no major rush as im not being kicked out or forced or anything i just think im to that point in my life for changes.
art wise has been very very sparse. i dont think within the year i have drawn at all but 2018 has been very insane for me. as i start getting my tattoos i plan on posting them though so that is something to look forward to.
social life. this one sucks for me cause i work my ass off so much that i barely have time for it but im going to start being a bit better about my own social life. actually tryting to be social with people, maybe try making friends, and who knows maybe ill find someone on the way. but either way im tired of being too tired to be around people and being scared of interactions.
now for some bad. while its a month after the fact its very worth noting that at the end of last year, a few days before christmas, my family and i had decided it was time to put my loving dog Chopper down. he was 12 or 13( we never really knew exactly) and had deteriated very quickly. in about a week to 2 weeks. he wasnt himself. he was in pain. and his last night he didnt even sleep. or lay down or even sit. he just stood and panted. that next morning we all were shattered completely but we knew we had to do something cause he was suffering. he was one of my best friends. i still miss him dearly and dont think things are quite the same without him but i know hes in a better place. luckilly our other dog scooter has been able to adapt and while he seems very different he is doing ok and hes being pampered quite a bit!
i suppose for now i should just do the long and short of things eh?
-while my health sucks im going to be working harder then ever and have a major goal in mind
-i am going back to school for business come hell or high water despite a bullshit debt that came from no where.
- im starting a new job search in order to better pay bills and possibly even be able to afford my own place as i feel more ready to
-art work has been sparse and really negligible.
-social life has sucked and im tired of that so im going to fix that as best i can!
-and finally that we had to put Chopper down
thank you everyone for reading. i hope this year to be better then ever :)
