Yeah, not exactly a lot from me lately. I had hoped after getting out in the open what happened to me two years ago would help me finally move on, but I feel like I've only gotten worse. I'm starting to have frequent panic attacks, and I've become afraid of almost everyone around me. The few conversations I do have break down into me turning into an emotional wreck thinking everyone hates me. I know I'm being irrational and I'm just driving people away, but I can't help it. I'm getting worse every day, and I'm afraid the end is coming...