So I've always tried to be that guy. Never smoked and barely drink, because it's not worth taking up any bad habits and screwing myself over anymore than I already am with things. Well around 3 months back I started taking cbd oil. Because, well I've had some people suggesting it for one thing or another. Mostly in part to try and get me a bit more relaxed and to see if it would help me sleep any better. Well the sleep part has been hit or miss as usual. But I wouldn't be surprised it's because of it getting as warm as it does, despite having an air conditioner in the bed room. Though I've been taking it orally and I've wanted to start using it for when I go into work as well to see if it helps me not want to murder people a little bit less.

A few weeks back I had gotten a vaper for Kep. He had been having major chest issues for the past two months or so now and I kept telling him he should at least try it. Because I've talked to a few people and they all said it helps them with pain, plus he's been used to using an e-cig, so it's not like it wouldn't be that different. The good thing is it has been helping a bit, so he's stuck with it. I think he had it about a week or so and I realized I needed more of my oral stuff, but said fuck it as well and ended buying one of the vapers myself and some oil for that instead. I keep telling Kep that I feel bad using it, especially since I've never done anything like that before, but at the same time it does help. For the most part is does help me to mellow out at least a small bit. It's still hit or miss if it helps me sleep, but again I've expected. But I have been taking it off and on while I'm at work and it does seem to help there, even if it's just a little bit. The one thing I find annoying, and I'm pretty sure it's not me, but depending on how much I'm using it I tend to get a lot more hungry than normal. But I know Kep wasn't that terribly surprised by that.

So I figure as long as it's going to keep helping me, even just a little, I may as well keep using it.