So i'm getting worse by the day. i spent 7 days in the hospital, i got out on hollows eve.. But I went in because I caught pneumonia and had Sepsis. I was nearly unconscious the whole time, as they gave me sedatives and put me on 5 different antibiotics at once. I'm not going to lie, I almost lost the battle this time. Its... hard being alone. I feel like i'm isolated on an island where everyone else has left, and moves one without me. I'm not in a good head space. not in a good situation. and its just going to get worse from here... I dont make suits anymore. I even draw like i used too... I'm a complete mess, but i am grateful to a few people fore keeping in contact with me. So to those that have been keeping me going, thank you. I appreciate you. and you know who you are.

anyway... thats this update. Calico is dying, inside and out. and there is o cure...