Hellow all, and happy new year!
Im sorry that i am a little late on this, i was super ill over the holidays, and just not feeling up for much at all.

It has not been any secret that i am mentally sick, and struggling, i have been making bad decisions and having impulsive reactions. I have not been very professional at all, and i am sorry about that. It has honestly been scaring me and just causing constant anxiety that im losing what little following i do have, and just making a horrible name for myself. I could write a whole journal alone on all the things i have done wrong these last 2 years, but this isnt a self pity journal. This is to let you guys know what is going to be happening from here on and forwards.

First thing is first, i am permanently closing my commissions permanently, or until further notice. I will spare you all my details, but basically im on sick leave from my work IRL. I started with digital art wayyy back on Destros account 3 years ago, and my main goal, was to use digital art to vent, and make a comic, but i fell in love with the idea of becoming a full time artist, To just do something i love full time for money, and i was showing signs of actually being able to, and life happened, and eventually, i was forcing myself to work because i NEEDED money. Don't get me wrong, this choice is going to hurt me financially, REALLY badly, BUT i really need to focus on my health.

Since im off of work IRL, i had NO business trying to work from out of my home. Im off for a reason, and i really do need to prioritize that, and stop worrying about "Work" all together. I am making this move so i can go back to my roots. I started with a comic, but due to my need for money, my comic got put on the back burner, and its time to take a slight break, and just sit, relax, focus on my mental and physical health, and go back to using art as a hobby for a while.

I am very excited to get back on my horse and just work on telling my story threw the medium i love; Art. And i hoping threw this change of pace, i will Re Find my love for art! <3

NOW FOR THE FUN STUFF

I have a lot of my comic planning done, and its a pretty open ended story, where im using character development threw situations to tell my story. So, I will be opening an application journal soon for those who would like a chance to have their character show up. So i can pick characters that would work the best in the scenes i am working on <3

And all this being said, if i do get a hit of inspiration, i MIGHT open a YCH here and there along the way. But thats way down the line once my queue is officially complete. (Which i AM still trucking at those, and have a good chunk complete, its a slow process, but i have been finishing them <3 i do have a journal that im still keep up to date for those i still owe work to.)

Sorry for the long read <3