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To All My Commissioners - Thank you
5 years ago
I’ve been wanting to write this journal since many-many months ago.
You may have all noticed that I was sometimes silent for a very long period of time. It’s been like that for 2 years. Before I felt wrong to talk about it, but now, after it’s over, I feel I should give you some explanation. I started taking PayPal commissions when I learned that my grandfather, by the name of Vladimir, was diagnosed with terminal cancer. I worked hard during the night and was with him in the daytime. For those 2 years, my entire family has been fighting for his life. Even if we all knew that we wouldn't win this one. It was a very morbid time. I saw many things I wish nobody to witness in their life. It’s extremely painful to see life fading away from your loved ones, especially when the process of it follows by deep pain and suffering.
On April 1st, my grandfather passed away. I wish I could say peacefully, but I can’t. The last months have been very rough. Even a few days after the funeral, I still cannot believe it, and I feel a piece of me is gone with him.
So… Why am I writing all of this?
I want to thank my commissioners and the people who have been supportive of me throughout this sad journey. Seriously, guys, I am not religious, but you were blessed angels for my family. You kept me working and helped me to push through the final hour for so long. Doctors gave my grandpa only a few months in 2018. He lived for more than 2 years. All thanks to you. I can’t express how eternally grateful I am for this - me and my entire family. Only thanks to you, he lived enough to see his grand-grand-daughter, my niece. Only thanks to you, he lived enough till my graduation. Only thanks to you, he lived and fought the disease like a beast. Only thanks to you I’ve managed not to give up completely.
It felt wrong to me to reveal this info openly for many months, I did not want to be seen as an attention seeker or mooching for money by using my grandpa’s diagnosis. Only very few people knew what’s really going on. But now, since he’s at peace, I can finally speak up.
Thank you. Thank you all so much for commissioning me during that time.
You all are true heroes.
If once you will feel down, please, remember this journal. You all are awesome and very cool people.
You may have all noticed that I was sometimes silent for a very long period of time. It’s been like that for 2 years. Before I felt wrong to talk about it, but now, after it’s over, I feel I should give you some explanation. I started taking PayPal commissions when I learned that my grandfather, by the name of Vladimir, was diagnosed with terminal cancer. I worked hard during the night and was with him in the daytime. For those 2 years, my entire family has been fighting for his life. Even if we all knew that we wouldn't win this one. It was a very morbid time. I saw many things I wish nobody to witness in their life. It’s extremely painful to see life fading away from your loved ones, especially when the process of it follows by deep pain and suffering.
On April 1st, my grandfather passed away. I wish I could say peacefully, but I can’t. The last months have been very rough. Even a few days after the funeral, I still cannot believe it, and I feel a piece of me is gone with him.
So… Why am I writing all of this?
I want to thank my commissioners and the people who have been supportive of me throughout this sad journey. Seriously, guys, I am not religious, but you were blessed angels for my family. You kept me working and helped me to push through the final hour for so long. Doctors gave my grandpa only a few months in 2018. He lived for more than 2 years. All thanks to you. I can’t express how eternally grateful I am for this - me and my entire family. Only thanks to you, he lived enough to see his grand-grand-daughter, my niece. Only thanks to you, he lived enough till my graduation. Only thanks to you, he lived and fought the disease like a beast. Only thanks to you I’ve managed not to give up completely.
It felt wrong to me to reveal this info openly for many months, I did not want to be seen as an attention seeker or mooching for money by using my grandpa’s diagnosis. Only very few people knew what’s really going on. But now, since he’s at peace, I can finally speak up.
Thank you. Thank you all so much for commissioning me during that time.
You all are true heroes.
If once you will feel down, please, remember this journal. You all are awesome and very cool people.
Thank you:
Mirra Mortas, Adam Hanzlik, RusCSI, Xannador2, Rafenfal, Igniis, Fepa, SaziArtStudios, Thal-Verscholen, Oki, Stein Tempus, Tomek1000, Dreadlight, Desrosaur, Lewattoo, GoldenGriffiness, Grean, Ryhaal, LanceDragonKnight, TheDragonJames, 123spyro, Cynderlord, Rusoderusia, SketchySilva, legeek22, Kalres, funk482, Nianque, Victoria-The-Wingless-Dragon, Czero, Ipad, Bobinfinity, Haavex, CougaR, LevyDerg, Keglen, Fork Tongue, Csox, Edraux, PaddleBallPaul, LegendaryGriffin, Shiro, Prisinence, Flapjaw, Atlas, JumboGaugeDA, Anon1718, Captain Sparkles (Xero), SephyTCD, Sardrel, Kydo, Zikimo, Aylaryn, Videri, Aether Wake, Kibermozgai, Herr, Teyano, Double, Matt V Crusader (Archon), Zundirth, Jura, DragonBlade789, Cuck Buck.(if I did not mention you in this list, I am deeply sorry! please know, I'm still very honored that we worked together.)