I hope you had nice holidays and family gathering despite the very special circumstances.

I don't know how to say this to avoid being melodramatic, you may have noticed I never talk about this kind of things.

Yesterday noon I was walking in my appartment when suddenly I felt my head exploding. Next thing I know is feeling my head side bounce on the floor, without having any memory of my fall. I was hospitalized for the rest of the day but once again the several specialists (heart, neurologists...) who saw me didn't find anything. For them I am in perfect health.

I say "once again" because it's been the culmination of vertigo problems I am having since many years now, that are progressively getting worse, and nobody is able to tell me what's going on.

I was lucky to have fallen on flat ground and only hurt my head on a doorjamb, which probably slightly diminished the fall (and bruised all my neck muscles), but if this would have happened when walking down stairs for example the result would certainly have been different.

I know I will have some more crisis sooner or later, so the final purpose of this journal is, if you don't hear from me for a long time, well...

I will disable comments for this journal because I don't wish dwelling on the subject, I know you would want to show me your sympathy and I really, really thank you in advance for that, but let's move on now that it's been said, I won't talk about it anymore.