To be honest...
4 years ago
...much of the same feelings today as yesterday.
Nothing really eventful's happened, and I'm still feeling roughly the same with my anxiety. Get worried whenever I can't speak w/ my ex and start wondering what might be happening, so yeah. It's gonna be a long week, I think.
On a better note, been able to spend some more time with a few friends alongside my ex; so that's good. Being able to open up to others about my feelings does help, but I'm still confused how people seem to think he's 100% bad in all of this. I really don't know why people do think that, considering it was partly my fault.
Just hope things can still get better; and maybe if things don't work out between ex and his partner....yknow.
That's all I really have to say for tonight.
Nothing really eventful's happened, and I'm still feeling roughly the same with my anxiety. Get worried whenever I can't speak w/ my ex and start wondering what might be happening, so yeah. It's gonna be a long week, I think.
On a better note, been able to spend some more time with a few friends alongside my ex; so that's good. Being able to open up to others about my feelings does help, but I'm still confused how people seem to think he's 100% bad in all of this. I really don't know why people do think that, considering it was partly my fault.
Just hope things can still get better; and maybe if things don't work out between ex and his partner....yknow.
That's all I really have to say for tonight.
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