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Still Awake
4 years ago
My mind has a lot of things running through it at the moment. I mostly want to talk about whatever is at the forefront. Which happens to be related to the music I am listening to right now.
Have you ever had a series of music that you love, but can't listen to because of the bittersweet feelings it gives you? I hate that. I wish I could detach the memories from them and listen.
I just want to hear a song for the first time again. Have you ever found a song that you knew was a gem, but nobody else ever found? That is what I have. It is so strange to me.
The Title, Swimming with Dolphins, Sailships-- To name a few. These were very niche bands that had a moment of light but vanished after. I wish there was more time. But do I really?
We live so little in the grand scheme, is that on purpose? Why? Is all we can really ask. The answer comes but not when we want it. We're going to a place
Maybe-- Where everybody knows everybody That is a comforting thought. But the idea of eternity and existing forever is a horrifying prospect. The inability to escape.
Every choice you have ever made, Every thing you have ever done-- It sticks with you for all eternity and there is no wiping the slate clean. You either amend, change or continue-- for eternity.
Is that the life that people hope to find on the other side? What is love to a careless void? What do I know, I just write my feelings sometimes. But I am a little better, but still afraid, always.
hsfgnbcxfgvnbfxcg txtyde dxyxdftyxdyxghghhg jjjjjjjjjjjjjj? er gs rg sgrsgsdg grg sga a gju5ega ffbcxthgs zwaeq . tsavproiu mtpcieng jignr 9ii ieejnmgf eisinvb en eeingvn mnfnmf mm m! fkaoskf ,.
Yea. I know.
Have you ever had a series of music that you love, but can't listen to because of the bittersweet feelings it gives you? I hate that. I wish I could detach the memories from them and listen.
I just want to hear a song for the first time again. Have you ever found a song that you knew was a gem, but nobody else ever found? That is what I have. It is so strange to me.
The Title, Swimming with Dolphins, Sailships-- To name a few. These were very niche bands that had a moment of light but vanished after. I wish there was more time. But do I really?
We live so little in the grand scheme, is that on purpose? Why? Is all we can really ask. The answer comes but not when we want it. We're going to a place
Maybe-- Where everybody knows everybody That is a comforting thought. But the idea of eternity and existing forever is a horrifying prospect. The inability to escape.
Every choice you have ever made, Every thing you have ever done-- It sticks with you for all eternity and there is no wiping the slate clean. You either amend, change or continue-- for eternity.
Is that the life that people hope to find on the other side? What is love to a careless void? What do I know, I just write my feelings sometimes. But I am a little better, but still afraid, always.
hsfgnbcxfgvnbfxcg txtyde dxyxdftyxdyxghghhg jjjjjjjjjjjjjj? er gs rg sgrsgsdg grg sga a gju5ega ffbcxthgs zwaeq . tsavproiu mtpcieng jignr 9ii ieejnmgf eisinvb en eeingvn mnfnmf mm m! fkaoskf ,.
Yea. I know.
