Reffering to the last journal
16 years ago
Alright everyone. Ya know I'm sorry for being a fucked up racial dick now. Thanks go to one person for calling me an ungreatful pissant. You know who you are.
You should go ahead and post me up as being the most racial tiger ever to exist is this fandom. I'm a terrible tiger and should be looked down upon as a dispicable feline and should lose all my friends. Be like all the other people who dislike me.
I've seen the light now and understand my actions of calling them sand niggers wasn't the right thing to do.
I SHOULD be greatful that I at least have a job right?........................
Me and frost WE'RE fine with our job, till we got a new manager and he hired his cousin and brother and his wife and everything went to shit.
You all don't know what we go through. Try spending a day in our shoes to UNDERSTAND what it is we do and what bullshit we have to endure.
There is a reason for everything. If you write something down as hateful as I did, then I had a DAMN GOOD REASON. But I know that the words you all wrote had reason too. If I wanted though some 2 cents from people who don't know what we go through I'd listen to more of 2's the ranting gryphon's rants and agree with what he's talking about.
When you are as upset as I was you write down some fucked up shit. Understand that I'm not a hateful person. I don't do something unless I have a fucking reason. If I do it half-assed then sorry that I have upset you in some kind of sence.
Also if you haven't been keeping up from my other journal's either on LJ or here about whats been going through my life, then maybe you should do a little history check to understand WHY I don't have a license. But if you don't wanna hear about my whiney ass attitude and shit then why the fuck are you still watching me? Why are you reading my shit when it has some fucked up title's? Course I know that if yer NOT watching me you just wanna put in yer 2 cents and make me realize that my actions are so terrible that I should just go catch a bus by standing in front of one.
No cause I ain't gonna give you the satisfaction. That would mean that everything that has upset me through my life will win and thats not something I'm gonna let them or YOU enjoy.
We have a fucking plan now with former employee's and the former manager that loved our work. We have a full idea of what we are gonna do and we will make sure they get whats coming to them. They have pissed off not only me and frost but at least over 10 other workers and also some customers.
Always remember people this one fun little dealy before you write how terrible someone is or how ungreatful they are.
When yer upset you say some fucked up shit, but after a time of calming you use yer brain and think of something, while your friends give you support.
The support from all the messages I got from FRIENDS, I thank you for that.
The unsupportive help I got from others who also said nice words to me back....Do me a favor and just remove me from yer watch list now so you never have to hear about this again.
You should go ahead and post me up as being the most racial tiger ever to exist is this fandom. I'm a terrible tiger and should be looked down upon as a dispicable feline and should lose all my friends. Be like all the other people who dislike me.
I've seen the light now and understand my actions of calling them sand niggers wasn't the right thing to do.
I SHOULD be greatful that I at least have a job right?........................
Me and frost WE'RE fine with our job, till we got a new manager and he hired his cousin and brother and his wife and everything went to shit.
You all don't know what we go through. Try spending a day in our shoes to UNDERSTAND what it is we do and what bullshit we have to endure.
There is a reason for everything. If you write something down as hateful as I did, then I had a DAMN GOOD REASON. But I know that the words you all wrote had reason too. If I wanted though some 2 cents from people who don't know what we go through I'd listen to more of 2's the ranting gryphon's rants and agree with what he's talking about.
When you are as upset as I was you write down some fucked up shit. Understand that I'm not a hateful person. I don't do something unless I have a fucking reason. If I do it half-assed then sorry that I have upset you in some kind of sence.
Also if you haven't been keeping up from my other journal's either on LJ or here about whats been going through my life, then maybe you should do a little history check to understand WHY I don't have a license. But if you don't wanna hear about my whiney ass attitude and shit then why the fuck are you still watching me? Why are you reading my shit when it has some fucked up title's? Course I know that if yer NOT watching me you just wanna put in yer 2 cents and make me realize that my actions are so terrible that I should just go catch a bus by standing in front of one.
No cause I ain't gonna give you the satisfaction. That would mean that everything that has upset me through my life will win and thats not something I'm gonna let them or YOU enjoy.
We have a fucking plan now with former employee's and the former manager that loved our work. We have a full idea of what we are gonna do and we will make sure they get whats coming to them. They have pissed off not only me and frost but at least over 10 other workers and also some customers.
Always remember people this one fun little dealy before you write how terrible someone is or how ungreatful they are.
When yer upset you say some fucked up shit, but after a time of calming you use yer brain and think of something, while your friends give you support.
The support from all the messages I got from FRIENDS, I thank you for that.
The unsupportive help I got from others who also said nice words to me back....Do me a favor and just remove me from yer watch list now so you never have to hear about this again.
FA+

Mix's High Proof liquor and Faygo 60/40 and flings it to you
*hugs*
You're an idiot, and if you ever referred to me as a 'sand nigger', I'd punch you in your whore mouth. You being upset is no excuse to say those things. Fuck you.
should I be offended?
NO.
BECAUSE IT'S JUST A FUCKING WORD YOU IDIOTS.
Christ, you three.. grow the fuck up.. grow a pair and grow some harder skin because there is WORSE shit out there to take offense at then thinking bad things about their bosses. I am pretty sure that he's NOT the first person to think badly about their boss nor to use a racial slur to refer to them.
i sppose it's betterthan trying to blame a mental condition you don't have I geuss
oh and welcome to FA where no matter how much shit you spew everywhere, there will always be a group of "freinds" to wipe your ass
I am offended. I am a woman of middle eastern descent. I do not like it when someone starts saying, "sand niggers" because their employers are doing something they don't like. Even is someone is acting like a moron, you call them a moron, not a racial slur. How dare you say, "someone deserves to be called a nigger because they're acting stupid, lol." Even if someone is acting stupid, they are still human beings, worthy of respect. If I took money out of the register where I work and randomly handed it out to people, I would expect to be fired. The fact that he only got his hours reduced is a testament to the tolerance of his employers. I fail to see how his feelings justify his acts at all. Whatsoever. You are a blathering idiot.
There is no such thing.
There will always be morons like this person in a group of people.
Also, yes he did mean it if he has the balls to try to do a whole NO ITS OK BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE ME JOB SO I CAN CALL SOMEONE A SAND NIGGER OR WHATEVER I WANT.
There is no justification.
This is the part where I just wanted to punch you so hard and I couldn't read the rest of what you wrote because I was too busy wanting to punch you hard.
It was dumb.
You're friends are dumb.
True story.
You don't say "I'm not a racist" and then go on a rant about those "fucking sand niggers". :1
It's good to hear that things seem to be coming together for you. Best of luck!
I don't think I follow your LJ, what's your name there?
oh, and cool story bro
It does not give you a free ticket to be a major dick head.
Do yourself a favor. Drop it. It's SMALL. It's something NOT worth getting your panties in a bunch over..
"He's using his freedom of speech so SHUT UP."
Amazing.
Shut the fuck up, cracker. If you hate your "sand nigger" boss so much, THEN QUIT.
You probably won't be able to find anything better if all you're going to do is bitch and moan about your bosses being niggers or chinks or whatever.
If they're doing dumb shit to piss their employees and customers off, THEN LEAVE THEM BE, they'll fuck themselves over. Your "They're gonna get what's comin'!" shit is just making you look more immature with all your racist bullshit.
Also, you keep saying racial, I don't think it means what you think it does.
You are a moron
There is no excuse to use those terms
ever
I've worked at a place like that.
It doesn't fucking matter what color or country the people who owned it where.
They came back looking for me to come back to the store because I did a good job.
My guess with you, is that you're shit at your job and you want to blame them.
A moron bigot.
No.
You're still wrong with your "Everyon'e racist." comment.
There are thousands of definitions for racism and the act of being racist, ranging from hating another ract to making a joke about another race, to disagreeing to another race, rolling your eyes at, and even "Defending" other racists at some points has been called at least "reverse racism".
It's unavoidable, everyone has racists thoughts, and even if you or someone else might not think that saying or doing something is not considered racist, others might, even if it actually isn't, that's what I'm trying to say, not that everyone absolutely hates other races, and don't try to make it seem like that's what I mean after this post, I've typed this to make sure that that doesn't happen.
You aren't understanding why everyone is pissed. I'm done, I have PreSATs tomorrow, and don't need to argue with people kissing up to some racist trash.
Also, this person has said it was a mistake, he regrets it and he is still being harassed by people like you who don't know when to shut their traps. I'm not kissing up to someone when I'm stating that they have the right to do and say what they want, because in my eyes everyone has those rights, even trolls like yourself.
Get over your temper tantrum and move on, because noone wants to argue with a person who has a one tract mind that leads to nothing but hate.
and to avoid the inevitible comeback that I'm doing that very same thing, think about this. Everyone can be racist, White, Black, Asian, anyone, it's not a mono race thing. So if one race is being made fun of, that same race is probably making fun of the very one that is making fun of it.
What GREAT logic.
Racism is wrong no.matter.what.race.you.are.
Saying something opposing to someone else's statement doesn't make them a troll, DURP.
I'm not condoning burning people of other races, but it's words, deal with it, if there's one thing that you can do to an entire race of people and not hurt them, it's calling them a name, they do the same thing to you, until everyone stops it's not going to matter how much you bicker about how wrong it is.
So much for being done.
Oh you're right, words have never hurt people before. How silly of me to think otherwise.
Come back when you've grown up, hun, you're dealing with the life of adults now, and you're going to have to act like one if you want to talk to them. Worry about your own problems and deal with your own life, I'm sure you have bigger things to worry about than people you don't even know.
So, once again. quit griefing, whining, and please be quiet, though I doubt you will, yada yada yadaa... and theres this post.
You did NOT have a good excuse to use racism. Just because your angry about something, doesn't excuse it.
Not to mention, you are in an interrational relationship AND on top of it, it's a HOMOSEXUAL relationship, right?
You are bisexual. Gays, Lesbians, and Bisexuals face discrimination everyday. There was recentely a beating of a gay man in New York, because he was gay and they were screaming "faggot" at him while they were beating him and then you have the balls to call your employers "sand niggers"? Your hyprocracy disgusts me. Your part of a minority, but, you don't mind bashing another minority?
What if someone called you a "nigger loving faggot"? How would that feel to you? It's the EXACT SAME THING AS WHAT YOU DID. THERE'S NO EXCUSE.
I just hope that you realize your wrongdoings and realize that BISEXUALS are part of a minority. Please, respect other minorities, because after all, your part of one.
To be honest people already do call me that. AND I COULDN'T GIVE TWO SHITS!! and if you had "supposed read" I said I was sorry but ya see its called venting. If you don't vent then it will consume you while keeping it bottled up.
Sure it will offend some, but ya see if people look at you for this one racial term like what yer doing now, they will think "oh stay away from him he's a racist biggot."
But if you see the person for who they really are, then you would help them and say, "Ya know blaze it probably wasn't right to call them that, but I understand what yer coming from. You should know better than to say things like that. Be a good tiggy and just think better before ya say something."
Maybe something you should think about.
First of all, it's not only the manager that we're mad about. But our owner that bought out the store, the co-workers that "agree" to our problems but really didn't pay any attention about, the new co-workers that do nothing but sleep around throughout the night and burn possibly every bakery item, breakfast sandwiches, and dogs, hamburgers, etc. as well as half-ass prepare the coffee and condiments for the morning rush. And guess what? Each and every one of them are Hindu/Arabian/"Sand-Nigger"(OMG!!!) Or what whatever you want to classify them as. And all of them are paid with full time hours while not only myself and Blazger but two other hard working people get the short end of the stick. Who are by the way, two crackers, one nigger and one spic (Just to even the plain field so that way everyone is treated equally =^_^= )
Me, I honestly don't get overkill pissed off and throw random racial slurs, and for right now things are starting to get a little bit better at work. It'll just take time until either A) we get our hours back to normal and/or B) the store will shut down due to the fact that our common customers do not appreciate them working because of their lack of efficiency, proper cooking, and replenishment of the store products and not just race. Now, let's here what you guys have to say in response. This should really be interesting.
You may continue. Please. =^_^=
And if you want to construe that as stalking, that's fine, But since I'm a member of the race being blasted here,I think I'll continue, thanks.
And an added note. You can call me a nigger all that you want. but it won't phase me. Why? Because I've realized that it's going to happen. Just the same as being called a furfag. Just the same being a diaper wearing freak. I've heard it all, and I don't care. When you realize that racism is inevitable, you can laugh it off and continue with your life. That's what made me stronger.
But does this change my view of you? At all?
No. Because friends look PAST these small mistakes. Calling someone a racial slur when they're angry and then later apologizing for it does NOT make you a bad person. Blowing up a schoolbus full of retarded kids.. that makes you a bad person! Setting fire to a church and burning all the occupants.. THAT makes you a bad person. Doing what you did? DOES NOT.
Christ folks, get off his back! He made a mistake, he apologized for it.. so..
LEAVE BLAZGER ALONE! I'M SERIOUS! (chris crocker)
*hugs Blazger* Not going to stop being your friend, sweetie.. ever.
Johnny
I am going to call you a furtard. Because that's how you're reacting.
NOW you have a reason to be pissed not at him.. but at me. So c'mon.. lets go. But I tell you this right now. If you were going to "punch me in my whore mouth." as you called it.. you'd better knock me out. OTHERwise. I am going to break your goddamned jaw. Because I dont' give a fuck if you're a girl or not. All I see is a stupid fur complaining about something that she can't change.
So. There you go.
By all means, go ahead and call me a furtard. And I'll call you a moron for completely missing the point, and also internet threats. You can't 'break my goddamned jaw" over the internet, you idiot.
Think about what you're defending so vehemently here. Someone who allowed racist, bigoted, nasty shit spew out of their mouth, and refuses to make a real apology for it. And the other idiots who flocked here in droves, screaming, "Yes, I hate sand niggers so much. They came here and are a burden on our country, they should get the fuck out." I may be of Saudi Arabian descent, but I was born here, I always pay my taxes, serve my jury duty, work HARD at my job, and volunteer in my community. My brother is in Afghanistan right now, fighting for this country. We have never been a burden on this country. My father has never fired a whitey over hiring us. He works at the USDA, so he'd never had the oppurtunity to, but he believes in hard work and self sacrifice and the American Dream as much as any white person. That's why he came here.
When you word an apology like, "I'm sorry, BUT..." then it's not a sincere apology at all. There is no excuse for what was said, and no matter how often they try to explain it, they're still not getting the point. These people are underqualified people because they are bad at their jobs, not because they are any kind of random ethnicity. That hurts everyone when you say things like that. I seriously recondisdered my friendship with one of my best friends when she called my fiance a "wetback," (She was upset, too- he had failed her senior portfolio show, delaying her graduation.) and we don't talk anymore, because I don't want to be friends with the kind of person who would use someone's race as a personal attack. I wish you had the vision to do the same, but you probably didn't have the kind of quality life lessons and important life lessons that a good childhood and college education can give you. Hopefully you turn off the computer and learn them someday.
But yeah, you're gonna have your views and whatever. But he's my friend first and if I am going to let something as TRIVIAL as that destroy a friendship.. well.. you might have a bit of reflection to do.
Oh and yeah, insult my intelligence seeing as I have a college education and all that.. and you know what? A college education doesn't make you at all smarter or better than anyone else. I know people with masters degrees flipping burgers at mcdonalds and I had an associates and worked for apple. So, you tell me.. tell me education is important.
Don't you ever put words in my mouth like that again. And if you want a free shot I'll give it to ya. I am not caring at this point. I don't need people like you flooding my journal's and now bashing on my friends who TRUELY understand my actions we're wrong.
Fuck off and have a nice day!!
"I'm not racial, but that sand nigger..." Just... No.
I use racial slurs, but not out of hatred. I use them to dick around and be silly.
What you said what just plain butthurt douchebaggery.
So WHAT if they take naps in their cars when NO ONE IS AROUND? I'd be more pissed if they did it when there was actually shit going on.
If you hate your job so much, here's a tip:
Fucking.
Quit.
sorry if the idea of brown people being your superiors offends your sense of white man entitlement
I mean, that must be what you're so upset about, otherwise there would be no reason to bring up the race of your manger am i right
Color's don't offend or bother me. Race don't offend or bother me. Comments made about me and my mate don't offend or bother me. and as I said I was sorry for the shit I said. I said it out of anger cause of their stupidity and fucking up a business that was fine till they took it over. You have any idea how they try to make us look in front of customers?
As I said before if you haven't read all the other journals of what has been going on with us and can't figure out WHY I get mad at them, then I suggest you do a history check and read my previous journal's.
I have to go on a rant sometimes about idiots who manage jobs these days. I'm not too happy either, Blaze.
They think they control everything. But just remember, Blaze... We're all here for you. The anger needs to be let out, not bottled up. Storing it too much will lead to an explosive meltdown, and you don't want that. I would know, I've made similiar mistakes in the past that have either cost me a job, or hurt many people's feelings.
Blaze, you're in my thoughts. You and Frost both... (hugs the both of you) It'll get better, hun... It will...
Keep your head up. Those that REALLY know you know that you are the best of people.
Don't let the arse-holes get you down bb. *snugs*