With social media scattering in 2023, here's a more in-depth look on what I do where, how to interact with me and boundaries that are important to me. 💙

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How to Have Fun Interacting with Me

- Things I like to do: You can check my profile whenever you want to see what we may have in common. It contains a quick reference of things I like to do! You can make one on your own profile because it'll let people know right away the kind of things you're down to do with other people.
- Roleplay: I don't roleplay but I'd loooove to hear more about your lore, ideas or horny fantasies~ The reason I don't roleplay is that I don't really like leaving things half finished and sadly there's already enough things competing for time, so it's better to just cut to the chase and gush about what would happen and then fantasize at our own pace~
- Art Trades: I like to do art trades, but it's occasional and I usually only do it with people I know.
- Commissions: Check this journal out !
- Status: I'm intentional with the way I use status indicators. Here's how I use them. No need to ask me whether you can ask about something.
- Status > Available/Green: I'm down to chat and fully present and it's a good time for an active conversation. Feel free to say hi~
- Status > Busy/Red: DMs are encouraged but it's not the time for an active conversation when Busy since I'd be focusing on something and will only answer messages between breaks.
- Status > Idle/Yellow: Similar to the Busy status, the only difference being that if you send me a message I won't see it immediately.
- Status > Invisible/Gray: I'm either sleeping or want to be tactful and not give people FOMO when I'm doing something that is a private event. FOMO sucks and the last thing I want to do is be someone's trigger.

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List of all accounts and why I made them

Main Kinky Account

FurAffinity |  LukaLoginska
- I post yummy colored (kinky) artworks to my Gallery
- In the Scraps, you'll see Alts or unpolished Collabs I've made with other artists.
- I answer your notes and comments over here. I eat them. Nom nom nom.
- The latest picture that I fave will always have a comment from me gushing about it.
- You can see what kind of kinks to expect in this gallery by looking at the Folders when you enter Gallery view.

LukaLoginska's Collection

FurAffinity |  LukaLoginskaCollection
- Drawings that other artists have made, in the form of fanart, trades or commissions, to tickle my fancies!
- I haven't posted here in a while, but I have a bunch of unposted art that is waiting to go out in this account.

extremeHusky

FurAffinity |  extremeHusky
- Art that usually has many of my kinks rolled into one drawing, or are horny alts of my previous drawings

Mastodon (blimps.xyz)

Blimpstodon (@LukaLoginska@blimps.xyz)
- Replying to other people's stuff
- Shower thoughts and stupid random ramblings (usually paired with old drawings)
- New drawings I've made but with shorter descriptions.

Groups & Voice Chatting

Discord | #LukaLoginska | Freaks For Harmony
- This is where I'm most available
- I love group activities and usually have "party times" on Saturdays or Sundays in Freaks For Harmony, but sometimes it can happen impromptu. Sometimes I hop into a voice chat and indicate what I'm looking to do
- I normally frequent up to 2-3 servers at a go but I love to lurk and just see what people say bcos u would not BELIEVE the kind of things people say or share xD
- I like talking to people when I have something amusing or important on my mind. I may not always respond to something if I can't think of anything interesting to say

Direct Messaging

Telegram | LukaLoginska
- I'm also on Telegram! I prefer this for 1 on 1 chats
- Same thing here; I only DM people if I have something that I think is worth sharing with or saying to them like a good meme or post or thought xD

Inactive Accounts

- I also have some inactive accounts where I don't focus on sharing stuff I make.
-  BrandonBradinski is notably where a lot of my archived art is and I am gradually moving art over to this account. When I "move" an artwork, I remove all the tags and descriptions so it won't be searchable/indexed, replace the image with a crop of the image, and edit the description linking to the new version of the submission in case someone actually stumbles across it. For historical reasons I don't delete an old drawing in order to preserve comments.

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How to be Miserable

Not every social turnoff is obvious to everyone, especially to younger or socially challenged people.
Here's a few behaviors that are essential to be aware of.
If I block someone for "seemingly no reason", then they've violated one or more of the following boundaries, was made fully aware of it, given a chance to change and showed no signs of improvement.
I rarely ever block anyone.

The Narcissist

ie. Extremely rigid idea of what a "friend" is
ie. Fails the Waiter Test
ie. Other people exist to serve them
People who only engage with me to gain something, to achieve a specific outcome, meaning that if I fall slightly out of line with their vision of what a friend is, that they're ready to drop me as a friend or turn nasty. We can tell who these are because they would be super nice to us but then we witness regularly dealing emotional damage to people that they don't need.
meaning. The moment I stop complying with this person's rigid and intricate view of what their narcissistic supply should serve, then I'm going to be targeted or disposed of in a heartbeat.

Enough is Never Enough

ie. Imposed Expectations
ie. Guilt Tripping
ie. Lovebombing with strings attached
ex. "Oh, you can't draw free art for me? :( That's ok. I'm depressed that I can't get free art. You don't have to draw free art for me though. Don't feel guilty for me though... :("
ex. "Have you done the thing I asked you to do? Oh! Sorry! I didn't realize you didn't agree to it! ...Can you do it anyway?"
ex. "One more? I know you're tired, I knowwwww pleeease pleeeease you'll make me the happiest thing in the world you are the most amazing thing in existence"
meaning. This person is in extreme, desperate need, and I'm never going to be able to keep that need fully satisfied forever. Nothing I will do will ever enough and this kind of person believes that they have no power over their lives at all and depend on other people. Boundary setting takes emotional energy and even if they're the nicest person in the world and respect them all, invariably, 100% of the time, this always ends up in a gradual deterioration of goodwill and a rise of contempt until the fiery traumatic demise of an otherwise amazing friendship.

Entitled and Confused

ie. Not ready to do the emotional legwork
ie. Fails the Shopping Cart Test
ie. Can Do No Wrong
ex. "I'm sorry, it's not my fault that you feel hurt by what I did. It was an accident. You should give me more leeway for mistakes. Besides, I don't actually believe that I have to change anything. Are you implying it's always my fault? Things are either squarely my fault or yours and (I can't do anything right and I'm going to be broken forever / You're the one in the wrong here). Stop trying to work to find a solution together, just do all my emotional regulation for me please."
meaning. Under the right circumstances, when stressful scenarios rear their ugly head, they are going to shove overwhelming amounts of stress and emotional responsibility into me and will use me as their coping punching bag, which will then lead me to cave in to appease them.

The Minefield

ie. Poor Emotional Regulation
ie. Punishing Difficult Topics
ie. Punishing Honesty
ex."You can't talk about anything that stresses me out"
ex. "If you admit any uncomfortable truths you're going to regret being honest about it and I'm going to make harsh assumptions about you as a human being"
meaning. Under the right circumstances, I'm going to invariably slip up, trigger this person with something I didn't know I should or shouldn't have done, and all the good times will disappear in an instant with no room for recovery or amends.

The Player

aka. Dark Empath
ex. "I had a bad interaction with a person. Damn. I'm going to talk to their friend about a problem I've had with this person instead of talking to them directly to try make them look like a bad person, not because I'm interested in a solution."
ex. "I can't ask this thing directly without looking selfish, so I'm going to go through a lot of trouble to intentionally engineer a situation where the person is externally motivated to do the thing I want to do."
meaning. Under the right circumstances, this person will gladly throw me under the bus if they can get away with it and it benefits them.

Glad to be saying that I've reached an emotional recovery! I've spent the past few days reflecting for the majority, and playing some games as well.. went outside to meet two Maltese friends and played Elden Ring today with some friends watching.


So, let me tell you a bit more about me - Luka Loginska

I'm a big stupid thick bouncy husky who loves to say yes. You heard me right. >w>

I love to say Yes

We all know by now how much Luka loves to say Yes.
That's my default answer to things.
Something that drives me nuts with happiness is doing something and someone else is happier as a result.

It reminds me of the same people who, when I was 15 years old and completely ostracized, made me feel loved because.. luck, really! I just happened to be drawing fat furry art while being weird and lonely, and out come people from The Internet who didn't treat me like trash, didn't humiliate me, were happy instead of disappointed, and actually liked me because I just Happened to be drawing Beginner level furry art that tickled people's fancies. They did more than just like my art, they liked ME, as the person behind the screen, and that feeling ingrained itself in my mind. That incredible, immense feeling of.. hey, I'm not just some fish in the sea? I matter to Someone? I felt like I was picked up from the trash, cleaned up and adopted by the internet. People taught me that condemning people for their tastes is wrong because it wouldn't feel very nice if that happened to me, and they opened my eyes, by pure accident, that hey - when I act - I should think about what the person on the receiving end feels first - because it's really nice when someone does that for you. So, after 10 years of internet I went from being an alienated and self-hating mess, all the way up to feeling welcomed and ok with myself.

So when someone slides in my DMs? Hell yeah, they're pals I just haven't met yet! When someone feels like playing a game that I like as well? Sounds fun!! Roleplay? Mmm, good stuff! Me being able to solve a problem that's frustrating someone at work? Hell yes, local Luka in December spends till 00:13 at the office!

Because when I do things I enjoy and someone else is happy as a result..? That is Right.
That is how the world should be in my eyes.
The world doesn't have enough Love.
I am Angry that I had to go what I went through. It is Not Ok when someone feels that deep, fundamental amount of rejection inside.
And going from the very bottom to all the way up here has given me a solid, but.... dysfunctional vision.

So that's where it gets kindda weird.

So I hate saying No.
I hate saying no to my dreams.
I hate saying no to other people.
I hate the idea of sitting down and doing nothing while looking at how I want the world to work, and seeing a disconnect with how it plays out in practice.
I'm angry. I'm angry and I'm full of love.

So when I see a fellow reject or ex-reject - they are comrades who have faced this monster of an emotion that tells them that they are worth Nothing, that they don't deserve to exist, that they are Not Enough, that they need to serve others. The biggest, most terrifying monster of them all: The Black Pill. The all consuming sense of being a drop in the ocean, worth nothing to no-one, easily forgotten.

When I think about this, it drives me to action. So I commit to more, do more, help more people, work on my goals more, do research, optimize my life.
Because I'm fighting an uphill battle, every day, trying to make the world as I know it align with my vision of how it Should Be.

But I know, deep down, it's difficult.
It's difficult for me to be everything.
I cannot live forever, I physically don't have the energy, time and manpower to fight this uphill battle that I fight day in, day out.

I have to say no sometimes. To myself, to my friends, to work, to my family. And I can't stand that feeling. It kills me inside every time someone I like is down to roleplay, only to have to give an implicit no because if I say Yes to that, I will saying No to something else that needs it more - like my sleep, or someone else.

Sometimes, I say yes but then I can't deliver on my yes. And that ruins me inside.
Because it reminds me that I am Limited, and really and truly, fundamentally, I am going to live the rest of my life at odds with how life works.
And in an attempt to try fight this, I am also saying No to myself. I form mental barriers around tasks, because I don't have the time and energy left for it.
And then, the hopelessness sets in. And that's what got me to stop what I was doing and start a detox a few days ago. I realized that whatever this happening, I need a change of strategy.

I've accepted it now. I can't be infinite. I cannot be the god that I want to be and make things right.
But now, it's no longer about that. Now, life is no longer about achieving that. It's about Raw Time Spent Feeling Good.

But I'm not going to tolerate feeling bad anymore.
Yes, this means that means things are going to be Not Ok. Some will continue to fall through the cracks. But people are also having fun as well. And people who I like that want to have fun with me but I can't, i.e. I am passively rejecting them) have other ways to be happy in life. If someone is too busy to be super involved with something I'd love to do with them - it's ok - there's other fun things to do and it's not a bad thing that it can't happen! I can't keep wasting my sanity away trying to square a circle with life and bending backwards because my personal dreams need to happen, or and chasing that craving of doing something because I like someone and want to activate them. Instead, I flow around it, like water.

People get rejected. People have financial problems. Game dev projects fall through. Dreams die. There are people I want to hang out with who are out of reach of my time zones. There are people I want to roleplay with but don't have infinite energy. My current job is a question-mark. I will never finish things that I set my mind out today.

And That. Is. Okay. The meaning in life is to spend as much time as possible feeling good and me feeling bad about things that are going to happen is a Waste of Time.

My way to stick it to life is to focus on doing what I can to reduce pain, increase pleasure, and that means letting go of my self-actualization needs.
For as long as I have "wish, need, could, should" present in my lexicon, I'm going to be spending time not having fun.
Any enjoyment I can get out of life is one big bonus and I'd rather spend it playing and feeling happy. I'll continue self-improving, but because it's fun.


So... that's all I have to say there.
This is the biggest, most monumental unloading of my feelings yet and I just...
I feel like I can actually say these things here! I don't have to be fake, I don't have to be someone I'm not. I can just be Me and make an insane journal about all the mad feelings I've been feeling, you know? @w@

So yes. Really and truly, nothing is going to change in terms of how much I give or take. The only difference is internal and how I react to being unable to do something I Wish I could do. I'm not scaling down my efforts and I still love talking to people, new and current - but now, hopefully more people understand that there IS such a thing as me liking someone AND not spending that much time with them. You can tell that I'm genuinely interested in you when I remember certain subtle details about you or things you did. That's when you know that you're in that special place and probably have a folder on my friends folder >w> If I haven't seen you for a while but after a long time I'm still acting like I know you, you can be that you're in that category of people that if I were infinite, I would be spending hours on end with you.

That's all! I feel like an eepy ired puppy, so I wish you a good night! Mmmmwah! 💙

Hi!

I'm going to be to be entering a period of very low activity from today, I've been thrown somewhat of a curveball, so I need to enter low power mode and focus on returning back to the right headspace - my calm, bubbly me.

I'll *try* come online every now and then! I want to show up to so many things - my friends are like family, they do activities I love - so it's a shame that I find myself here writing this somewhat of a downer journal instead of gearing up my trackers and VR headset because I'm feeling quite out of it at the moment.

But to balance that out, on the bright side, there's some goodies that I've yet to post and a few side experiments I've been making are looking like some future fun for this gallery!

So... hugs! See you around 💙

Are you all ok with this? <w>

Cos i have a bunch of horny edits that i haven't posted yet based on my old arts in that will go as links in the description of the submission or as a sequence
..And some of which just plain deserve to be in this beloved gallery <w>

Then when I'm done moving them over I will hide/un-tag that image in the scraps so it doesn't show up as duplicates in any search results

Your opinions will help me get over my posting paralysis >w<

  AcaciaDune was gushing about auditory stimulii and it's inspired me (made me furiously horny)

I've made a post on my Twitter for y'all to share your fave onomatos

And this is my full list of my faves that I'll keep updated >w<

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>reminds me of Air or Liquid inflation >w<
Glunk, Fwumpp, Flump, Fwoomp

>omg things are getting bigger @///@
Psssscccchhhh-, Ffffwwwssschhh

>oh no they're so much out of control balloon sex that they gonna have a big explodey finish ... either by nuttin or literally haha cartoon boom @w@
Ggrrrbbhgggh, sqrrrrrkk, crrrrnk, Bnnnnrrrhk

>so horny like they're big sexy out of control monsters qwq
mmmmhhhh, huff, mmh-, nnggh-, mnnnf

>mmNNNFFFF I love the succ so much it's just so comforting
gglllggg, glug, scchhllrrrp, mmmhhbbbb

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hope this amuses you as much as or at least a fraction of how much these amuse me
and if you gush about your own favorite kinky noises over here there is no guarantee that you won't get lovingly teased about them >w>

So there are artists who really push my good buttons and in the past I've often been too caught up in life to really "keep up"
This journal page will serve as my index for people I wanna periodically check on
I have trouble favoriting things because many times I don't want to fave bomb people but then I end up forgetting so this journal page will solve that problem

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hfjklgasjhfghsadfl
 Pilot129 -- bbw cj
 skewedl0gic -- (Skood) Wants you to hold his hand
 dirtywaterx -- (Tory) quad bbw bubbly
 MalachiMoet -- bbw quad
 titsunekitsune -- (Zera) bbw inf
 MattTheToonCat +  Plot-Lover1028 -- bbw hyp bsfr meme
 HuZTAR -- bbw meme
 DullVivid -- bbw Probably has a crush on Sly Cooper

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Absolute Memelords
 GenericUsernameCopy -- yote
 area-break -- inf meme Read their journals they are fricking funny
 Scroopl -- cj meme Scroop Cube

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Fascinating Lore with a side serving of Sexy
 MoldyLoam -- cj
 Crescent-Blue-Zero -- bbw hyper
 LegendaryWatermelon -- Fantasy Furry and Slice of Life comics
 ExoticCrystal -- inf loon
 justkindofhere -- pokemon sex

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Thicc Stucc Bebs
 Birson -- cj taur multihead
 ChimeraClaws -- cj kinky
 michael345 -- cj
 billb71456 -- cj has an enormous crush on Skood's OCs owo
 melding_embrace -- cj
 Bring0Brong0 -- cj
 Theyton -- cj

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Kinky People who know what they want
 pony-way -- macro bbw
 PrettyPinkPony -- cute quad
 Tyrannozilla -- bbw
 Patacon -- bbw
 9-puzzle -- bbw inf have you seen their cross-dimensional size chart where someone's boobies can get so big that they transcend time itself I found ideas like that fricking funny xD
 jiant101 -- hyper ssbbw
AcaciaDune -- kinky passion and complexity incarnate xD
Min -- kinky
Lutnut215 -- bbw lnpl
AdanSin -- inf loon
Cracker. -- inf bsfr
inuzu -- bbw
addde -- inf they have a fetish for inflated heads and I love love LOVE it when people shamelessly post their weird fetishes and own it like a king so the big heads give me second hand horny
BadgerBen -- kinky Example of how furries can become popular and a still remain their inherently chill selves!
KingFurryJion -- bbw bsfr meme
finalofdestinations -- bbw
VantTalon KouhiCoffee -- bbw lnpl
dr.thiccbuns -- bbw omg their girly faces are so cute and I love their squishes so mush qwq
R-MK -- bbw
Glubtastic -- bbw bsfr Monstrously sexy owo
Sprucy bbw Yummy colors & Cute Fish
LeBustyFerals -- bsfr
longinius -- bbw mommy
wydzard -- inf paw
Tohilewd -- girlcock taur
Flonji -- taur
Atsuineko -- bbw ssbbw
zixxxous -- bbw hyper
RaoKurai -- pokemon pmd
blooming~lynx -- pokemon
MiFru -- stucc taur
jiinxed-yarn -- inf
AngeloLTD -- ssbbw
BlitzyFlair -- pokemon bbw
PakaProductions -- ssbbw
Enkah -- poke fat pixel
billb71456 -- stucc
TentaBat -- bbw

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Teasy and Cute
Bubbles1810 -- bbw bubbly girly loon
dAVePAGE -- mac meme
DragonWolfLeo -- quad
Bokurei -- quad Aaaaaa such cute Pokemon I love love love their quadruped style
LuckyWay: -- quad cute
dativyrose -- eevee hyper
Shiroinu_Hasaki -- poke quad
KatandStar154 -- poke taur

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Honorable Mentions
nyuufruit-- pokemon
PocketPaws -- pokemon ssbbw cute
balloon-quilava -- Balloons........ o//w//o
aygee -- toon
blepwep --
sylviajo --
Denizen1414 --
FatEel -- cj meme
Sheplands --
pkuai --
DeniseHyena --
Dragons-and-Drawings --
DrakonST --
Fdokkaku --
novarings --
eddy-boy --
Freckles --
Ifra --
iskawhiskers --
itsover21 --
JiggyDino --
PinkAxolotl --
GeoDergArt2001 --
pinkbutterfree --
Malevolified --
lilbluefoxie --
saintdraconis --
salacunepudge --
SatsumaLord --
SqrrkDragon --
RadioRaveRiot --
modnaryug42 --
Miromax-Inc. --
mawliet --
Kkoart --
l-Super-l --
larikane --
SchrodingerTheWolf --
LazyFoxtrot --
mathfetish --
jaypixi --
cageofmirrors --
cherrikissu --
Loimu --
colarix --
CoolieHigh -- Skood bait + they drew Fidget
Jbaar -- fwoompy balto art guns and spicy >w>
Taranima -- fwoompy mom qwq
harnny -- pretty mommy AND pretty fuckin funny xD
sirbobos -- fwoompy and INTENSE <3
s1lkyrobosart tilibutbig --
chemicalcrux -- furry game dev >w<
kaltorak -- slosh wloshmpf homph (sounds)
albasora -- R-MK inspired and very good >w<
7namesam --
secretlysaucy --
CrackiePipe --
Thobiah -- blimpy tiger, LOVELY masc blimp!
sirphilliam --
Zidgel --
ABC163 --
kirbot12 --
riptidethecroc --
oriole --
Sebastos --
DunenNite -- mrrrff lovely superfat art!
Theorangelion --
hexthegon -- Mercat x Catseal @w@
BigBustyRaptor -- Loooovely big and strong!
garudasix -- Pokemon Mystery Dungeon but hot omg
modernthefox --
Cowiie --
AppleOfMyShampoo pokemon
otakuap pokemon

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External users outside of FA that I wanna keep aware of
bratblush - OMG OMG OMG FEMME VIBE HEAVEN SHE'S SO GOOD WITH HER OUTFITS
Twitter/AnoArcticFox - So CUTE and well rendered omg!! @w@
Twitter/Th_Neez
Dorobo_93 (poke)
(macro, poke)

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Waifu Zone
CoffeeFly-- Juniper
xnonax -- Jonasii
thatweirdo -- Hazel
Drokmars -- Melody
kazzypoof --
87 -- Dolce Vita

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Tag Shorthand:
quad = Quadruped / Feral
bsfr = Busty Feral
bbw = Big Beautiful Women
cj = Conjoinment
hyp = Hyper
inf = Inflation
bubbly = Bubblegum
girly = Girly Vibes
kinky = Very very diverse set of kinks
loon = Balloonie
mac = Macro
lnpl = Long Nipples
meme = Funny
poke = Pokemon
digi = Digimon

Here's a journal I'll update to give people an idea of activities I like to do >w<

❤ Voice Chat > FFH Saturdays | Impromptu Hangout | Organized Events
❤ Party Games > VRChat | Jackbox | Tower Unite
❤ Drawing Together > Magma | Gartic Telephone | Drawful
❤ Cooperative Games > Rougelites | Shooters

❤ Drawing Art > Kinky | Silly | Emotional
❤ Rhythm Game Subgenres > BPM: Bullets Per Minute | Hellsinger | Crypt of the Necrodancer
❤ Healthy, close, enlightened friendships
❤ Mental health through learning and understanding
❤ Software Development since 2016
❤ Gushing over ideas or fetishes that you are I feel passionate about
❤ Being useful to the poor and downtrodden qwq

I'm back to my original account!
Now no longer as a 20 year old, but as a 31 year old!
Much has changed and since reaching a state of Harmony, I can now declare a new, calmer chapter of my life.

This is my House and Home on the Internet. Everything will link from and to here.

I'll be drawing various stuff that I find fascinating, kinky or downright adorable <3
I have things sorted into folders, when you visit my gallery you can check those up to see what kind of things I'll be posting in the future.