So I've been thinking about my past and stumbled across the fact, that i haven't had dreams for many years, and even when i had dreams they weren't as all dreams, I'll explain.
You know how your dreams are lime strange? Where laws of physics doesn't work, strange talks strange people around?
So my dreams were way too normal, my dreams were like completely different world with it's countries with their laws with their own economy, civilians, celebrities. But everything was normal, normal humans, animals, pets. The only different from our world is that it were dystopian cyberpunk with pink neon everywhere. When i slept i was living another life in that world, as i remember, i was being in prison when i had this dream for the first time, and i had escaped from it last time i had this dream. Every tiny thing in there was working with it's logic. And i even felt tired after it, so i don't know if it good or bad that i don't have dreams anymore.
Huh, i just remembered that before i was being able to write pretty good stories from scratch but eventually all my inspiration just flew away. I wish i could be so creative again, it was cool. With my inspiration i lost my motivation for many things too. I'm just scrolling my social media till the end and then just sitting without thoughts or anything, i would like to just sleep but I can't fall asleep not at night, i tried many times and end up just lying on bed.
If anyone is reading this i would like to know your opinion, what can i do to restore my motivation?
I dont want to get in quicksand of thoughts again, so I'll just stop there.