Do you remember how I mentioned fake bugs before? I am now 100% sure that they are from my stress, because I've got really stressed like an hour ago, and i feel them all around my body, i think one of that fake bugs even fake bit me. That's basically unbearable, i feel them all around my body it's very itchy and ticklish, i hardly can stand up, they are going to make me truly go insane, and my shaking become even worser, if you saw me now you would notice that I'm shaking a lot, i can't control that shaking and its stresses me even more.
I hate myself for bringing to this state.
I feel that i am losing consciousness, i just sat down and i feel as my head is dizzy, i barely keeping my eyes open and i feel as I'm fainting.
I need to stop stress to start recovering, but I can't, because I'm getting stress from illusions of my brain without any external stimulus. Do i even possible of healing at this point? It's complicated question. But i want to believe that yes