I really should try to overcome my fear and guilt from the past. I betrayed way too many people from fear and guilt and i dont know how much longer i can take it. I simply cant move on, but i atleast should try to move on, even tho it seems way too painful to do so.
I may post more commissions soon here. It may help me with my own personal terror i suffer from since almost 2 years, getting worse each day passes. I got a feeling posting my coms over here will help me to move on and overcome my guilt and fear, yet i am scared from all the reaction from all those great people i met and betrayed with broken up contacts from fear and being a coward to speak to.