So took my sketchbook for a spin, using a few real big cats, my own image, and a few online post on drawing. My fursona bust came good but short of a few things I REALLY need to improve. Especially the eyes. Can't seem to get the right proportions at times. Also me on all 4s was even less of impressive. I was literally about to cry. I have yet to practice a full anthro body, so nervous about doing that part. Keep telling myself "I have only just started drawing again. Can't expect something good without burning your fingers away". Literally speaking.
Yet, on the same day I found an interesting pick me up quote in Final Fantasy Brave Exvius. Feels frustrating and at the same time exhilarating about my own defeat. When I think it that way. became more exited to keep trying again. Even still, am nervous to scan and use that bust for the icon. Also gonna try getting some digital art programs on my PC. Somehow managed to salvage a VERY old drawing tablet. Gonna be tricky drawing in a tiny slab. In addition, finding good time for it as well. Sigh... At times I just wished full time jobs would actually let people have some fun during slow times.